Hmmm.. Does going to a new environment hard for me?
Nope, I dun think so.
I think the thing that is hard for me is the fact that i am so darn faraway from frenz.
Ermx.
That time was toking to LiJing, she asked who is my best friend till now.
I got no answer.
Wat is BEST FRIEND?
The one who alway keep contact?
The one who did help me alot?
The one who understand me most?
Or, the one who noe all my secret?
Maybe, it is de 1st person that cums into ur mind when u not feel that normal?
Chatted wif another promoter today,
she is saying how her friends treated her and how all these caused her to be A loner.
Well, that really sad ya?
No wonder she hardly talk to anyone, and i am de one who make de initative to go up and tok to her.
Looking at her, i realised how fortunate i am to know so many great friends.
Even though i nv have a really best one who i usually call up when i am down or someone who will call me up when she was not happy.
But i am very lucky le rite?
At least i have friends ard me and some of them is those great frenz who wun hesitate when i ask for help.
And i really grated that i get to know of all these frenz. =)
I think tt promoter appear for a reason.
It is to kill moi emo cell, maybe not all but at least let me realise how fortunate i am to get to know some really great friends.
but still, i am searching for that best friend.
i need time to noe how to be one and to search for one.