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Monday, December 31, 2007

Last Post of 2007!!!

2007。。
又爱又恨的一年。
恨--
毅然选择了初院,才发现那不是我要的。
嗯~代价挺大的。
哈哈。。

爱--
可以说是因祸得福吗?
误进了初院,但是得到也不少~哈哈。
学会和人打交道。
学会和人做朋友。
认识很多人。
经历很多事。
看到很多事。

不是每个人都可以接受我任性的决定,
但是我相信,
走过的每段路,遇到的每个人,都有它的原因。
一年,说长不长,说短不短。
说过得多姿多彩,也不尽是。
说过得单调无奇,更不可能。
但可以说,2007 是我过得比前几年还要特别的。

很多人踏进我的生活中,
也有很多人逐渐退出。
但每个人都在我2007年的回忆里留下脚印。

因为你们的出现,
让我的2007 年过得有意义。

2008年。
新的月历。
新的出发。

希望每个人的2008都会比来年好。



And ya~i really back here. Duhs.
2008 is approachin!!!.. OMG..

2007.
Great year.
Memorable year.
Many lesson learnt.
Many thing changed.
Get to know alot more ppl.And all are very great ppl!
But anyway, 2007 is ending.
Everything wil turn for the better!!!

So here cum moi resolution.for 2008!!
1) Get into Tourism and hotel management in NP!
2) Score well in poly.
3) Save up money!!!..
4) Keep in touch with all my great frenz.
5) Everyone ard me stay healthy and happy always!
6) World Peace. ( sound so wei da.. HAHAS)
7) Normal weather.
8) As much as i dun wan to mention. I wan to slim down. hahhas. At least back to sec 4 weight.( omg. so diff)
9) Jc frenz pass A lvl and Promos well. Poly frenz pass exam well. hahas.

Okay la.. shld be more. But canot think of any liao. Shld update next time.


Sunday, December 30, 2007

Come across this lyric.
Real nice one.
And they say it is about friendship.^^

这一段时间 有着什么样的画面
喜怒哀乐全写在日记里面
发现 每一页全都是经典
所有故事都值得纪念
现实的考验 我们说好一起面对
不管多久多远绝对不喊累
期待 彼此更美好的明天
我们说好谁也不放弃谁
手牵着手(连成线 最紧密的圆圈)
肩靠肩(每一刻都好像在身边)
深呼吸 做你最高的堡垒
风吹过的海边
雨水下过的季节
让我好想念
我们之间不会有改变
相同的起点 一瞬间
变成了乐园
我们之间转了一大圈
相同的终点 会发现
所有的心愿 会实现
现实的考验 我们说好一起面对
不管多久多远绝对不喊累
期待 彼此更美好的明天
我们说好谁也不放弃谁
手牵着手(连成线 最紧密的圆圈)
肩靠肩(每一刻都好像在身边)
深呼吸 做你最高的堡垒
风吹过的海边
雨水下过的季节
让我好想念
我们之间 不会有改变
相同的起点 一瞬间
变成了乐园
我们之间 转了一大圈
相同的终点 会发现
所有的心愿 会实现

Brb~



I am quite shocked.
I finish reading a chinese long novel online within a few hours.
Interesting one.
But shit. My eyes hurt now. LOL.


Saturday, December 29, 2007



Okay. 2007 is ending in 2 days time.
Saw many ppl blog and they are thanking ppl..
I should do tt oso.

Thank Ma..
For letting me to decide wat i really wan even though i understand it is a stubborn one.
For working hard jus to make sure we dun starve.
For doing all de housewrk when we are de one who mess it.


Thanks Pa..
For working hard to earn money for de family.
I am rude sometime but i try to change for de better.


~~ I canot promise anything. But i can promise that i will try moi best to study hard and show u all that the old hweesian who is dam hardworking is still alive.

Thank you ah gong and ah ma.
Thank you for looking after me when i am young and really 疼me.
Thank you for toys and all these when i am young.
Thanks ah ma who will help me clean my clothes. But i will try to wash myself in the future.
Thanks Ah gong who offered to help me pay my poly's fee. But nahs. I will loan.


Thank you Ah yi's
You all are sooo great.
Thanks Ivy Yi who bring me to thailand and Genting this year. And will alway look out for job for me.
Thanks Wendy Yi who willing to take care of my sis during moi O lvl period.And willing to let me cheat ur money when i am broke.

Thank you my dear WanTing
Thanks for walking through de tough period with me.
Esp WanTing who is so patient in teaching me any subject. I alway owe u a big thank you.
And ya.. U are de greatest friend i ever find in my life.

Thank Ivy Leen Ping and JH..
U all have been very good friend and study companion.
Thanks lot for all ur help and all those fun days!

Thank P29 peep. S5 peep. Erhu Ban peep.
U all contribute to de memorable bits in my JC life.
And make my 6 month in JC a special one.
Thanks for entering my life.

Lastly, Thanks my 133 clique!!..
SHARON, Pohgeok, Melissa, Jiaqi, Jasmine,Jingwen,Zhiyue.
THANKS!!..
U all make my JC life full of fun and laughter.
Thanks for making me noe what tt is a CLIQUE.
I am grate tt i get to noe u all during my 6 months.And u all RAWKS.
And oso.. Thanks all de great time in Kbox and even in de sch library.
And ya.. U all are a great grp of frenz.

~Things will change after this year. Even though none of us hope to.
Maybe we 8 ppl will tend to drift away from the group but memories stay wid us.
So everyone.. Jiayou for A lvl and Promos kay?..
We shall keep in touch!..


Friday, December 28, 2007

一部怀旧的电影 淋湿了心情
你的爱还在旅行 或已定居哪里

也许遗憾和年轻 总绑在一起
不容许一点委屈 等放手才懂惋惜
静下心来发现过去 大半是甜蜜 回忆


我最快乐那一年 是你陪我经历一切
什么都生动又强烈 有真正在活着的感觉


我们最快乐的那一年 像浓缩了最精华的时间
短暂却永远是火焰 在情绪冰凉时暖和心田

多留恋都不能 活在从前
决定不愁眉苦脸 不让深爱的人 挂念



Time now: 430am~
Horrible.

I need my life.
My life sucks up for months.
Too many things held up making me become so unfriendly to ppl ard me even when i am in msn.
I'm sorry~

乐观的我相信,
明天会更好。


Thursday, December 27, 2007

Have dinner to celebrate my grandfather's bd.
Nice time to gather with my beloved family~~~

I still owe my ah gong a present!!!.. ^.^


Wednesday, December 26, 2007

You Are a Good Friend Because You're Fun

You are energetic, amusing, and always up for a good time.
Optimistic and genuinely happy, you help people see the sunny side of life.

And you're always up for a party... no matter how big or small.
You're usually the first one to celebrate a friend's success.

Anyone who's interesting or fun is welcome in you circle of friends.
You're not the type of person to exclude or make fun of someone who's a little different.

Your friends need you most when: They're down or depressed

You really can't be friends with: Anyone who's stuck up or chronically unhappy

Your friendship quote: "It is one of the blessings of old friends that you can afford to be stupid with them."



http://www.petatv.com/tvpopup/video.asp?video=fur_farm&Player=wm

Watch tt!!.. Koped from tiantian's blog..

So ya.. Dun buy real fur or leather thing even when u all are dam rich.

Remember when i was sec 2, there was a Art project abt shark finning..
And YUCKS!!..


No more shark fin soup for me in my entire life.

Oya.. tt time i went to thailand. The sharkfin soup there is dam cheap.
My aunt frenz persuaded me and my aunt* to order one to try. But nahs. I refused to!!!!..
So cruel can!!! Imagine i am indirectly killing a shark when i an eating tt idiot sharkfin soup~~


And ya. Thailand sold alot of leather of animal skins and fur thingy oso. *FAINT*
And i jus keep nagging there..
" Wahpiang.. Leather very nice mehs?"

Rich ppl out there!!
Throw ur money into de sea instead of buying those cruel thing!!
RAHSSSSS..

I am such a kind one. lalala..
*I actually told moi aunt abt de shark finning 2 years ago and..
NO SHARKS FIN SOUP DURING HER WEDDING DINNER ( which is oso 2 years ago)~~
I saved quite alot of sharks rite??.. *CLAPCLAP*


Monday, December 24, 2007

Omg.. I think my lappie is having some problem lers.. ARGHHHH..

Anyway.. My sis jus get her 2 hamsters and was jumping around the house.
Hopefully de hamsters can stay alive. hahas.

When i was clearing my stuff this afternoon..
I realised tt i haven give moi frenz de stuffs i bought from thailand.
OMG.. Sotong me~
I miss my dear WanTing nor.. Haven meet her since long time!!..




Dun need to say ps..
Cos i dun even felt angry or anthing.Jus Nothing.
So ya.. nvm.
U pei ur wateva.. and tt's okay.





Christmas Eve today~~
And ya.. Christmas never mean anything to me throughout my life.
It just mean.. Jesus's birthday.
And a stay-home-to-avoid-squeezy-place-day.


Anyway..
Scroll down my msn contact list just now.
I was amused by the long list i have.
But looking at all de name..
It is all nothing.
Just a name on the list.
How many of it i really chatted with?

Okay fine.. offtrack abit.. HAHAS.






Sunday, December 23, 2007



不想懂得


当世界 不知不觉的变了
有时后 我怀念以前的我
作的梦虽然远远的
想像是一种快乐

拥有了 同时也失去什麼
而眷恋 原来会带来软弱
你让我在雾里成熟
心开始曲折

我不想舍得 不想懂得
是谁惹谁 言不由衷
说谎伤害 都是不安犯的错
怕抱不紧什麼

我不想舍得 不想懂得
谁说割爱 才更深刻
彼此依赖 是爱不是负荷
互相照顾 就是幸福的

当世界 不知不觉的变了
有时后 我怀念以前的我
作的梦虽然远远的
想像是一种快乐
拥有了 同时也失去什麼
而眷恋 原来会带来软弱
你让我在雾里成熟
心开始曲折
我不想舍得 不想懂得
是谁惹谁 言不由衷
说谎伤害 都是不安犯的错

怕抱不紧什麼
我不想舍得 不想懂得
谁说割爱 才更深刻
彼此依赖 是爱不是负荷
能握著手 就是感动的

我愿意 一秒钟放弃全宇宙
挤在只有我们 紧靠的小星球

我不想舍得 不想懂得
是谁惹谁 言不由衷
说谎伤害 都是不安犯的错
怕抱不紧什麼
我多不舍得 多不懂得
谁说割爱 才更深刻
彼此依赖 是爱不是负荷
能握著手 就是感动的

(是谁惹谁 言不由衷)
说谎伤害 都是不安犯的错
怕抱不紧什麼
我多不舍得 多不懂得
谁说割爱 才更深刻
彼此依赖 是爱不是负荷
能握著手 就是感动的

Nice song~~ ^^



Saturday, December 22, 2007

Me: MA!! Where's my TangYuan?
Mum: Nehs~~ ( Pointing to de baibai area)
Me: AHHHHH.. I want moi TangYuan la.. Why u give my TangYuan to 观音?
Mum: I have to Baibai!!
Me: Ekkkk.. My TangYuan~~~

Okay.. Lame.. But it all true.. So i went to moi Grandma house for TangYuan instead. HAHAS.

Mum: GIRL AH!!
Me: Yes?
Mum: Want to go de dunno wat centre de ma?
Me: What centre?
Mum: The big big one. VERY big one shopping centre.
Me: HUH??
Mum: The lilo centre..
Me:???
Mum: Stupid de leis u!!.. LILO CENTRE u dunno.

HELLO~~ U know wat the LILO CENTRE is?
it is.. VIVOCITY~~~~~~
OMG.. lilo centre.. LMAO



1 . What is more difficult:
to let go everything or forget what
happened.
- to let go everything.

2 . Think of the last time you were
angry. Why were you angry?
- 3 mins ago. My sis open my room's door.

3 . You will die in three minutes. Last
call?
- 995 of cos.HELP!!

4. If you could do anything OR wish
anything, what would it be?
- Do everything i want. Get everything i wished.

5 . You can have one of the following
two things: trust or love
- Wun they happen @ de same time?

6 . Would you or have you ever
blackmailed someone?
- My sis."help me take water if not i not i tell mama gt guy sms u'

7. Think of the last person whom you
know.
- HUH?

8 . Are you the kind of friend that you
would want to have as a friend?
- I am good frenz can.

9. Would u sleep with someone if u had
the chance?
- i prefer big bed on my own.

10 . Are you old fashioned?
- Somehow.Abit.

11. What would be harder for you, to
tell someone you love them or that you
do not love them back?
- do not love them back bah...

12. What things would be the hardest
thing for you to give up?
- something i like.

13 . Romantic love, when was the last
time you told someone you loved them?
- Hmm.. none.

14 . Imagine. It is a dark night, you
are alone, it is raining outside, you
hear someone walking around outside
your window. WHO do you wish was there
with you?
- Any1 except ghost and insect.

15. Would you give a homeless person
CPR?
- If i wan to kill tt person perhaps Yes.

16 . You are holding onto your
grandmother. .
- I wan potato soup~~!!

IF YOU HAVE 3 MONTHS TO LIVE:

17. Do you tell anyone or everyone you
are going to die?
- No..

18. What do you do with your remaining
days?
- spent time wif moi loved one.

19. Would you be afraid?
- Hmm.. no if i going to die peacefully.

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Friday, December 21, 2007

Hmm.. Went out with sharon today cos she wan to buy clothes.
But.. this fussy women bought nth but a pair of converse shoe. AGAIN.
This rich women.

I kena tortured by her nor..
I skip moi breakfast~
Until i can tahan den i pull her away from those shop and went to find something to eat.
hahas.
I AM NOT ANTI CHRISTIAN OKAY!

Anyway..
Tml de gathering with ping leen and ivy is cancelled~~
Fine.. Eat tangyuan @ home tml den.
lalalala~


Thursday, December 20, 2007

Meet TianTian, Lijing and MengXiu today.
FINALLY after 5 years~
Watched Alvin and Chipmunk..





They are so darn cute!!

Anyway.. we went gaming for a while~
That so called pro Lijing claim tt she can play tt basketball machine very well, So TT and i decide to play wif her.

And end up.. A beginner like me score 36 while a pro lk her score 12!!.. hahaahs.

And ya.. we go ard searching for game which cost onli 90 cents cos tt bb game cost $1.10 but end up.. there is NONE!!..

Well, so we decide to play a very idiot game.
And noe wat.. I get the jackpot and get 100 tickets! hahas..



I only get to redemn these.. With more ticket left in the card!!.. Shall change another time!


Z HL Milk


And we went starbuck~~

Have a nice time chatting!!!..


v.Childish us

We chatted till evening and decide to have our dinner @ mac.


Kiasu Lijing and Kiasu Tiantian. SO many packets of chilli ketcup and tissue.


We decided to buy a ring each. HAHAS.

From the shop i broke their ring!.. hahas..


Friends Forever!!




The pri sch frenz!!

Anyway.. It is a fun day!!

Tot tt it will be weird since we haven been seeing each other for sometime.
But everything turns out fine and instead, SUPER GOOD.

Toking abt crap and wateva stuff.
Who the hell in the world will believe we nv being meeting for about 5 years?.. hahas..

Shall meet them soon on 情人节的前一天他离开你身边~~
I noe u gurls will get wat i mean.

SO HAPPY TODAY!!!!!..




Stubbornly refuse to go and slp!!.. hahas.

Oya.. Meet Sharon and Mr Emo @ causeway point.
Erm.. we jalan and have our dinner @ MOS burger.
And ya.. That simon eat super fast.
When sharon and i are still busying waiting for the burger to cool down a bit.
SHOOO!!!!
A piece of wrapper left infront of mr emo. 0.0

Anyway.. Dam suay la!!!..
I broke a darn lousy ring!!!!!..
Fine.. no wonder it is onli cost $1. Cos it is lousy.
Being a good good girl, i pay the salegirl $1 for the broken ring.
And this ring belong to moi sister now.
I ask her to go find super glue.
I guess the ring will back to its original shape with Super glue.

So.. Nv itchy hand go touch touch.
Go touch touch dun sotong hand and drop the thing.
If u wan to touch..
If u wan to drop..
Choose a cheaper thing.
Lucky it is onli $1.
Imagine it is a $20 ring.
I wun be a guaix girl anymore. I think i will run without simon and sharon.
Okay, bad example here. Dun learn from me.

Jus one thing.
Dun touch!.
HAHAS.

Tml going to meet up moi Primary Sch frenz!!
OMG!!!..
It have been years since i saw them!!!..
Lost contact for a couples of years le.
And we are going to meet tml!!!!..
Hmmm.. primary sch days are simply fun.
And tml will be fun too!!!..

And i think i noe one of them since pri 1..
And that is.. 10 years ago!!!..
OMG~~~ I miss them!!!..

Okay.. time for slping~~



I going to faint. Jus finish teaching moi aunt to open a video thru phone.
She is a COMPUTER IDIOT man!!.. Ya.. those who dun even noe how to control de mouse.

Aunt: Girl! Teach me. I on the computer liao.
Me: Orh.. ok nor. Where u liao?
Aunt: Got recycle bin, Blue blue e thingy there.
Me: Ooo.. Press de blue blue thing.
Aunt: One time or 2 time? (!!!!!)
Me: -.-" 2 time

Den.. I cant wait for her to finish typing chinese and de link. So i decided to sent her de link thru MSN. Luckily msn is auto login!!!..

Me: Erm.. Gt see moi msg?
Aunt: No!!.. Nothing.
Me: U gt see moi name?..
Aunt: Ya..
Me: Gt flash?
Aunt: Yayaya.
Me: Click tt..
Aunt: 1 time?? ( HAHAH)

Anything.. it is more den tt..
I spent more den half an hour..
HAHAS..

But finally.. She did it.. lol..


Sunday, December 16, 2007

GREAT!!..
Both of the outing is canclled.. hahas..
Now i can stay home and watch Star Award!!!

Anyway.. I never know that by replying 'Wat???' is fierce..
Which words show that it is fierce?
But~~ i think it is more rude to NUDGE ppl for nothing.





Hahas..
Back to this song again!!!...
Well.. I love this song!!!.. LALALA~~~
So Nice!!!!!!!..
Esp de lyric!.. Woots!..

Tml going to meet Simon..( erm.. that alit weird)
And Sally!!!!..
Omg.. It have been so long since i saw her.
Just chatted with kx oso.. hahas..
WoooHooo..
My class in sec sch maybe de best class..
But we are never de bonded one.
And sadly.. I never experienced what the meaning of BONDED.
Until i went jc.
Hmmm.. Maybe tt de reason i see too much on that.
HAHAS.
I knew not everyone is like me.
But there are.. Jus like Poh Geok.
Erm.. Surprisingly, we have alot in common.
Esp in de way that we both see friends as very impt.
HAHAS..



Saturday, December 15, 2007

Erm..
Today was kinda of sianzz.

Anyway.. Tt sharon aeroplaned me again.. AWWW..
Hmmm.. But i suppose to tell her that i cant go for dinner too..
But.. Dun they think they should tell me sooner?..

Oh well..
Chatted alot wif a sec sch frenz jus now.
Someone who i used to told him almost everything.
But obviously, it is not for now.
He say he can FEEL tt i am gloomy~
Omg!!..
hahas. No comment for that.

OMG!!..
When sch starting?!
I hate this man.
I know i can go wrk. And i will. But i simply HATE working.

Anyway..
I hate it when i started to think!!
I refering to some stuff.
Fine.. I know tt problem will jus continue to worsen.
i cant stop it. Fine. Accept it.
I jus need my LIFE!..
So that i wun be so dependent on that.
And den, i wun feel so BAD when i am jus so different from the rest of them.

I am jus so tired to be de one who try to stick myself with de grp.
And i shall stop it.
It is okay if i am detached from it.
It is Okay..


Friday, December 14, 2007

OMG!!..
I was laughing non stop after reading Yanshan's blog.
HAAHAHAAHS..

Oya.. S5 gathering today..
Erm.. BH and i meet too early and end up reaching early @ 1145 when we shld be meeting only @ 12pm.

And ya.. we 2 ROT there cos JON was late!!.. For freaking 1 HOUR!!..
Imagine how our impatient runs out.

Hmm.. thou wat we did is not that interesting.
It is good to meet out some frenz.
I shall KOKE that pic from YS's blog.

From now onward.. CHAI BINGHAN will be call as PINKhan.
Shall go
http://www.sunshan.blogspot.com/ to noe why.

Hmmm.. S5 ended up in 2 channel.
Yanshan Pinkhan HanJun and Me is Channel 8.
Others as Channel 5.
Anyway.. we went swesens, arcade, shopping den rot @ Starbuck.
Channel 8 head home aft PinkHan went to meet his frenz.

Maybe that the last S5 gathering.
Cos u can see de number of ppl coming is decreasing.. hahas.
Bonded?.. Maybe not that much already.
But at least we once are.

Oh ya.. I listen to de Gloomy Sunday.
The song that make ppl committed suicide.
And b4 listening. tt PinkHan still say must inform him b4 i go and die.
BUT!!!!!!
It is soooo weird!!.. Why ppl will commit suicide after listening to de song?..
It sound dam funny!!.. LOL.
I dun understand WHY?..

I am crazy about CHIPMUNK!!!..
Their songs is soooo CUTE!!.. omg!!..
I wan to watch that movie!!

O well.. I get too excited now.
Must calm down abit if not i wun be able to sleep later.
Hopefully, the cup of Mocha wun have any effect on me..

CALM DOWN~~~
*thanks BH for de keychain oso! Nice one. But mine is nicer.. ahhaas


Thursday, December 13, 2007

Erm.. Remember someone asking what wil i do if i get emo.
Easy.
Listen to emo song. And get more emo!
Write emo thing. To express emo thingy.
And appear offline is msn. To shoo off irritating qns. hahs

HAHAS..

Den she ask why will ppl get emo?
Difficult to explain.
To me..
There is no why.. HAHAs.
Jus feel emo~

Den she ask why i nv see being emo?
Easy again.
I emo at home.
In my room.
Infront of my laptop.
And behind of ppl.
That why u canot see!..

But ya.. seeing me emo is hard!..
I dwell on thing but over it fast too!..
ISnt it good?!

Anyway.. S5 gathering tml.
Hopefully it will turns up to be a fun one.
Who noes this might be de very last gathering we have?

'2008 will be the time showing
how strong P29 and 133 is'

This is wat PG told me.
And out of nowhere. I feel SAD!!..
Because.. things will sure turn out differently.
Leaving the clique for half year already make me feel abit out of place.
Although we laugh and joke jus like b4,things are changing, for sure.
Sometimes i dunno what they are doing,
and dunno wat they are saying.

They gone thru many things which i din.
That the reasons behind and i knew it.And i learnt to ignore it.
That's is only 6 months.
2008?.. God know wat will happen.
But just like wat i told PG. I will HAUNT them.hahas.
Because i like the way we get along. Or instead, i simply love it.

Shall say more nextt time.


Wednesday, December 12, 2007





WooOhOoo




The er hu ban!! The very first kbox session with them.

Really great to see them!!!..

And ya.. Kbox again wif 133 ppl..

Have fun again!!..




Though only 6 of us.. hahas..




I LOVE THEM!!

And after that.. Jiaqi, Jingwen decided to have more programme instead of going home!

So we went to Vivocity..

Go round Daiso.. Cos Jingwen want it~~ hahas..

Den we went to Minitoon~




Jingwen and i was so fascinated by the cartoon dolls there..




I love baby POOH!!



Isnt it CUTE?.. Woots!!..


Anyway.. We bought a big packet of candy~hahs..

And we ended up ar Marina Bay's Steamboat!!!..

Okay la.. i was a little kuku and dunno wat to do.. hahas..

We was screaming and yelling because of the oil erm.. Butter i mean.. hahs.. OUCH!..

A simple but FUN dinner!!.. And we go camwhoring.. hahas






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Anyway.. A pervert add me @ MSN!!..

I am sooooo Angry and start scolding and cursing him with word like..

'U STUPID IDIOT..'

' U DISGUSTING PERVERT'

And when he say he was a handsome dude.. I continue to scold..

' STOP BLUFFING BY SAYING U ARE A DUDE.. U SHLD BE A DIRTY OLD MAN''

And blahblahblah..

ShOo off pervertS!!!..

YUCKS!..



Monday, December 10, 2007

Good.

I get to control my blogging addiction and stop blogging for 1 day.
Hooray!..

Okay seriously i think i was super bad.
How can i forget to wish my bestie happy birthday.
My memory is failing me.. I have being reminding myself for 2 whole days.And yet, i forget everything on that day.
Anyway.. It the 3rd time i wish my friend happy birthday LATE.
wth.

Hmm.. I jus rot @ home today.
The weather is being WEIRD lately.
It can be raining heavily a moment but sunny another moment.

I think my parent are super funny..

Dad : What are you doing?
Me : Playing comp. ( eye on comp)
Dad : Play wat?
Me : Chat.
Dad: ( head closer to screen) Tok to who?
Me : frenz
Dad : What frenz?
Me : Pri sch friend sec sch friend JC friend
Dad : All u noe de?
Me : *Stared* Abuden.

..........................30 sec of silent......................

Me: see wat?
Dad : See you play.
Me: U noe wat i toking mehs?
Dad : HUMPH!! Dun noe wat rubbish u all talking.
* Just turn and walk of of the room *


Diaox..
wth..
Is he okay?
LOL

Me : Ma!!.. Na.. donut.. * winks*
Mum : (open de box) Ekk.. wat lai de?
Me : Donut.
Mum : i wan sugar de.
Me : ( roll eyeball) No sugar de. Special favours de.
Mum: Nice mehs?
Me : Abuden.
Mum : ( think for 10 secs) Dun wan.
Me : Piang. Nvm. Tml i eat. ( Went back room t play comp)

1 hour later.......

Me : MA!! Jus now i put on table de donut u help me kip liao huh?
Mum : Ya.
Me : Where?.. tml i wan to eat de nehs.
Mum : dun need eat liao.
Me: HUH?
Mum: I finish liao. Buy liao dun wan eat waste money waste food.
Me: *Diaox.* I tot u say dun wan?
Mum : waste food so i eat.
Me : Gt 3 donut left leis.
Mum : All i eat.
Me : Orh.. nvm den..
( turn back to room)
MUM: GIRL!.. NEXT TIME BUY TT PEANUT DE NICER..

DIAOX..
CUTE rite?..
OMG.. hahahahas


Saturday, December 08, 2007

Hmmm.. Jus finish blog hopping..
To some blogs of friend studying in poly..
All are busy busy busy~~

Anyway..
Busy might be a good thing.
I guess i will know how great is it when u r busying wif ur studies.
I mean STUDIES.

continue tml bahs~ buhbye


Friday, December 07, 2007

Hmmm.. I like to read ppl's blog alot..
Esp Mich and Sharon's one.
Woots!
Interesting one!

I forgot that i should be staying over at my aunt house because someone is coming over to repair their computer tml morning.oh my god. Anyway, my uncle claim it is alright since his son will be there.

Hopefully the person coming up can fix the comp and nothing will crop up, if not i will be nag by my uncle for not being there when i should.
Their comp is really troublesome.
You can't imagaine how many times i tried to reformat it and how many hours i spent on it just to get everything back to normal.There are far too many people using that poor computer and mess around with the things inside.

And i am the poor one who have to fix there.
According to them, the eldest one should be the one responsible for everything, including fixing up the computer. Bullshit.
But well, i have to admit that i learnt a lot while trying to 'save'the computer.
Anyway.. I only learn how to use computer when i am in SEC2..
Yesh.. Sec 2.. omg.

Oh ya.. My handwriting become damn ugly.
I guess that the outcome for not writing too long.
I should get my hand working by writing more using PEN.
My hand is perfectly fine for KEYBOARD. hahas.

Just like wat i said.
I CANT STOP BLOGGING.
eeeeyeeee..
I had been blogging too much.. HAHAS..

I guess this will continue to last.=p



It had been raining a lot these few days.
Heavy Heavy rain..
That alway make me think of the time during PAE this yr.
It had been raining non stop tt period of time too.
Maybe because it is a completely new experience and environment,
that's why it leave a deep impression on me.

Anyway..I finally have a chance to stay at home ALONE.
Gosh~~
I love staying home alone,
but because of the School holiday.. I CANT!!..

Hmm.. i think i might as well rot at home today.



Hmm.. I think i am abit crazy abt posting songs here.. PSPS.. LOL..

Anyway.. Cant wait for next week~~
WoOOhOoo..
Gathering coming up!!!!..
LALALAS..

I will be broke by that time..
Save save save NOW!!..

Anyway..
My smses EXCEEDED and the bill is going to burst..
*BONG*!!

I must control myself to stop replying to not very impt smses. HAHAS..
Before my mum start nagging at me next month.. LOL



Hmmm great influence from my mum and aunt.
That why hmmm.. i find quite a munber of old song very familar and i cant stop listening and searching for them. ENJOY!!!..




盼不到我爱的人
我知道我愿意再等
疼不了爱我的人
片刻柔情它骗不了人
我不是无情的人
却将你伤的最深
我不忍我不能
别再认真忘了我的人

离不开我爱的人
我知道爱需要缘分
放不下爱我的人
因为了解他多么认真
为什么最真的心
碰不到最好的人
我不问我不能
拥在怀中直到他变冷

爱我的人为我痴心不悔
我却为我爱的人甘心一生伤悲
在乎的人始终不对
谁对谁不必虚伪
爱我的人为我付出一切
我却为我爱的人流泪狂乱心碎
爱与被爱同样受罪
为什么不懂拒绝痴情的包围




人渐醉了夜更深
在这一刻多么接近
思想仿似在摇撼
矛盾也更深
曾被破碎过的心
让你今天轻轻贴近
多少安慰及疑问
偷偷的再生*

情难自禁
我却其实属于极度容易受伤的女人
不要不要不要骤来骤去
请珍惜我的心如明白我
继续情愿热恋
这个容易受伤的女人
不要等这一刻请热吻*
(终此一生也火般的热吻)
长夜有你梦变真
让我终于找到信任
不管一切是疑问快乐是情人
曾害怕了这一生是你始终甘心靠近
我方知拥有着缘份重建我信心



从来就没冷过因为有你在我身后
你总是轻声地说黑夜有我
你总是默默承受这样的我不敢怨尤
现在为了什麽不再看我
我是不是你最疼爱的人
你为什麽不说话
握住是你冰冷的手动也不动让我好难过
当我需要你的时候你却沉默不说

从来就没冷过因为有你挡住寒冻
你总是在我身后带着笑容
你总是细心温柔呵护守候这样的我
当我需要你的时候你却沉默不说
你最心疼我把眼哭红
记得你曾说过不让我委屈泪流




结束忙碌的一天换回熟悉的寂寞
懒懒得躺在沙发上像母亲温暖背弯
转到昨天的频道让声音驱走寂静
总是同样的剧情同样的对白同样的空白

是不是这样的夜晚你才会这样的想起我
这样的夜晚适合在电话里 只有几句小心的彼此问候
系着两端的猜测 是这样的夜晚想起我 OH...

是不是这样的夜晚你才会这样的想起我
这样的夜晚适合在电话里 虽然几句小心的彼此问候
现在牵未来的手是这样的日子需要改变

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Thursday, December 06, 2007

Hmm.. I wonder how many ppl really listen to old old old singapore song.. HAHAS..
I did!!!!..
And ya.. many of it I SIMPLY LOVE THEM!!..




童年时候多自在样样都可爱。哥哥天天上学去我等着他回来。
我问爸爸何时我也让那校车载,爸爸笑着对我说,一步一步来。

上了学校才知道考试不可爱。上课天天看手表哎哟假期几时来。
我问老师何时才能将那方帽戴,老师笑着对我说,一步一步来。

(太阳下山明早依旧爬上来),夜里不要通宵看那录像带。
(花儿谢了明年还是一样地开),考不好未必有机会重头来。

十七八岁多古怪,学人谈恋爱。情书写了十多封,在车站苦等待。
吃饭跳舞真不坏送她回家说Good Night ,她的妈妈开门说,你给我一步一步来。

毕了业我才知道,社会更可爱。应征前后几十次,只有一次没失败。
薪水不敢说出来夜里要把工开。现在行情坏我的老板说,你要一步一步来。

(太阳下山明早依旧爬上来),星期天能不能慢点爬上来。
(花儿谢了明年还是一样地开),哪家公司今年又将人员裁。

结了婚我才知道,什么叫做债。老婆总算娶回来,没钱生小乖乖。
家具电器真不赖,价钱更精彩。夜夜缤纷看开怀,其他一步一步来。

什么时候驾着车往,儿子学校开,放学的儿子告诉我他明天考天才。
天才不是人人做,平凡也不坏。我说搭巴士也要把队排,你要一步一步来。

(太阳下山明早依旧爬上来),高楼再高它还是要爬上来。
(花儿谢了明年还是一样地开),只要空气还没污染得太坏。

(太阳下山明早依旧爬上来),我的青春匆匆地铁那样快。
(花儿谢了明年还是一样地开),人生最好还是一步一步来。






等着黑夜轻轻轻轻落下,将你我来覆盖,等着黎明的安排。
过去已经过去,未来未必存在,让我们继续相信现在。

对你从来不改变,千种柔情说着一种语言。
昙花的笑靥,星光的乍现。
是我羞涩散乱的思念。唔... ...。

你也从来不改变,一种沉默说着千种亏欠。
紧紧拥抱我,轻轻放开我,像放开无处安放的依眷。

曾经我将无助的爱情,静静枕在你的臂弯里。
以为它将为我阻挡风雨,共我面对寂寞的潮汐。
可是在你宽阔温暖的胸怀里,总是听到冷冷的叹息。
你那不屑说谎的眼睛,始终教我自己回避。

也许已经不是爱,只是一种坚持的情怀。
也许依然还有爱,也许是慢慢生长的悲哀。

等着黑夜轻轻轻轻落下,将你我来覆盖,等着黎明的安排。
过去已经过去,未来未必存在,让我们继续相信现在。

可是在你宽阔温暖的胸怀里,总是听到冷冷的叹息。
你那不屑说谎的眼睛,始终教我自己回避。



也许我一个人
不能成就一番大事业
让我尽力贡献一份微薄的力量

也许我自己
不能发出万丈光和亮
但我能为斗室带来足够的光芒

我从来就不在乎
自己不是个大人物
因为平凡也是一种幸福

看到名人总是忙忙碌碌
我的时间由我控制
平凡日子一样会充实

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People who watch SPOP should know those song..
WOOT!!.
I listened before that before moi mum is a fan for Love972.. HAHAS.. Lotsa of old song.





我们这一班


曾經你我有說不完的話題
曾經我們每天在一起

上課不在意
連測驗都忘記
只有玩樂最要緊

老師曾經說過我們吱吱喳喳
上課不准我說話
直到有一天
大家都畢業時
才明白老師的道理


我們這一班
上課不專
望著籃球場

我們這一班
測驗偷看
分數都一樣

我們這一班
崇拜偶像
老師的話我們丟一旁

但我們從來都不怕
因爲小時了了
大未必佳

曾經你我有說不完的話題
曾經我們每天在一起
上課不在意
連測驗都忘記
只有玩樂最要緊

老師曾經說過我們吱吱喳喳
上課不准我說話
直到有一天
大家都畢業時
才明白老師的道理

我們這一班
上課不專
望著籃球場

我們這一班
測驗偷看
分數都一樣

我們這一班
崇拜偶像
老師的話我們丟一旁

但我們從來都不怕
因爲小時了了
大未必佳

如今你和我都已經長大
如今志願不再嘴邊挂
想起學校裏的同學和老師
那無憂無慮的日子

我們這一班……



Monday, December 03, 2007

Realised how fast time flies...

Aunt: I have to go Ah Yuan's ( My cousin ) school to buy his uniform liao..
Me: HUH? ( super loud) For wat??
Aunt: Idiot.. School la..
Me: I mean.. so early nia leis..
Aunt: *knock me on my head*
Me: Ouch!!!!!!!!!! WAT LA!!!
Aunt: U slack until brain rot den time stop huh? Where gt early?.. December liao leis.
Me: *Stoned* Erm??? * dig out my phone*
Me: OMG!!!.. Dec liao sia..
Aunt: Idiot~~~


Yeah.. Time just flies~~~~
Espcially this year..
Maybe bcos i didnt get to write date for 6 months since i left JC.
Maybe bcos i dun have to countdown the number of days to exam and holiday..

That why i never get to realise that.
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Omg. I am having blog addiction.
I cant stop blogging.LOL..

Jus saw it on my fren bloggie.:


GEMINI WOMAN
A good looking woman with brains, a very interesting
person.
She has a fast movement and she could not sit still or stand still
long.
She is able to do many things at the same time and do it fast.
If you date her, you will feel like dating many women at the same time.
You can not tie her down with the word "Love" because she cares about love but is it not a major factor of her life.
You have to be able to adjust yourself to get
along with her many different characters.
She is a dreamer and has many
dreams.
She eager to learn something new all the time.
Even she is the 2
in 1 mixed character type, she is quite lucky in love.
You have to put all
your efforts to win her affection.
Even when she likes you and wonder about
your wit, she will also see and inspect your bad side at the same time, because
it is in her nature.
She able to keep all kinds of mixed emotions without
annoying you or letting you know at all.

She can cheer you up by acting like
a free little bird.

Her conversation will not bored you.
She able to
talk to you in any subjects.
She can make you feel like you are the luckiest
man alive.
She can make you feel like she needs all your care, but once she
needs to stand alone, she can stand alone firmly an comfortably.
She can be
your best buddy and talk to you about anything.

She can join all your
activities with the same energy that you have.
She is a quick wit person and
learn new things very fast.
She can see your projects and she can give you
good advice.
If she thinks you are not sure that you want her for yourself,
she will act like your best friend only, a cool woman.
She can easily make a
guy fall in love with her.
Her multiple changes and many moods is a "Charm"
for many men.
She can be laughing for 2 minutes and later suddenly quiet.
She wants to find only 1 true love and she wants to meet her dream guy.
She expects a lot and nearly too much.
She is constantly waiting for her
knight shinning armor even she is with a steady boyfriend.
She can fall in
love or fond of someone else while she is with you.
If you break up with
her, she will forget you quite fast, because change is in her nature.
The
Gemini woman breaks more heart than woman in other Zodiac.
Because she is a
dreamer and always waiting for her knight shinning armor, so her love life can
be complex or a mess.
She hates to write a long letter, so if you write her
a letter and expect a prompt reply, forget it.

Because she has a multiple
personality and multiple ideas, so she hates to put them down in written proof.
Because she knows what she believe today can be different tomorrow.
She
could communication with more than 1 languages , a real gifted linguistic.
If she wants to tell you any bad comments, she won't say it straight away,
but she will talk to you about many other things and accidentally come to that
subject without offending you.
Normally she will not lie.
She will work
hard and once a while take a long rest.

She can get bored and tired with her
own surrounding more than at work.
She never feel content with her present
work, money, or reputations, she will drive to have more.
Don't ask her what
is her ultimate contentment for she will not have an answer.
Once you get to
know her, she will be a supportive person and always be beside you.
She has
a beautiful dream and she loves to have someone walk side by side with her,
together.

WoOts.She has de same horo as me tt why.. hahas.

Quite true for some =))



Sunday, December 02, 2007



不做你的朋友

慢慢失忆
所有和你的事情必须忘记
爱的盆地
深怕在一滴眼泪就会决堤
我也不想被你肯定
在这个时候说我
让你感动过
别握住我的手
说我一定会懂
作不成的爱人
变成最好朋友
别牵著我的手
想著别人脸孔
换个方式牵手
并不会更好过
可不可以不做你的朋友
慢慢心痛
没有人发现我和从前不同
你的眼中
看得见另一个人给的感动
我也不要你心疼我
在这个时候对我
比从前温柔
应该放晴的天气
还下雨别这样下去
我难过但是说不出口
一直逃避我以为闭上眼睛就能忘记
我的记忆开始在雨天的七月二十三
慢慢经过我们一起绕过的十字街头
怎么走都走不到尽头
可不可以别回头
可不可以就放手
可不可以不做你的朋友

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For years, i love this song.

But for some reason, i neva get to put it in my blog.

I jus love love love this song.

Even Poh Geok know tt and will alway ask me to sing this song when we go kbox.

Nice lyric nice tune nice story.

Since i finally post it. A decision has made. ^^

And tt good!!!.SMILE**

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" Not finding work ar??"

NOT FINDING WORK AR???

RAHHHHH..
So many ppl is asking me this question.
I mean.. Many frens.
HAHAS..

Yeahyeah..
I will write it BIG AND CLEAR when i found one.
So ya.. dont ask anymore.
HAHAS..
=)))
Thanks anyway.
For all the constant reminder.

My father is forcing to eat burger when i am soooo full now.
Too early for dinner..
Too late for lunch.
wth.
He cant seem to understand wat the meaning of I AM NOT HUNGRY!!!!!!..


having gastric problem these few days.
RAHHHHH..



Hmm.. in my msn contact list..
I added a lot of them..
BUT..
I blocked a lot of them.
I deleted a lot of them.
I ignored a lot of them.

Those weird weird ppl wif weird weird intention who keep asking weird weird question.
It is no fun. >.<


Saturday, December 01, 2007




Well.. I just wrote a super emo entry a few hours ago.
And i think onli a couple of ppl manage to catch it before i decided to move it to be private.
Cos i dun like to manage questions.
Especially those i can't really find out the answer.
Yeah.. To avoid trouble..
I decided to make it private.
And WoOohOoO..
I am fine again. HAHAS. hopefully

Actually..
I make alot of entries to be private. Blehs.


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