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Saturday, February 28, 2009


I WATCH THIS SHOW FOR FREAKING 3 time.
okay.
U can say i am crazy >.<
but well, I LOVE IT :D :D


Friday, February 27, 2009

BOO!!!!~

Last paper had ENDDDDDDDD :D
Officially, HOLIDAYS STARTTTTT :DD
I am not going to touch books for 7 WEEKS :DDD

And my dear wanting so lihai!!
She is attached to KPMG for her attachment :DDDDD
BIG COMPANY NEH!!

JIAYOUS!!
see you soooooon :DDDDD

ps: i noe i sound abit too happy. LOL. but... OMG! IT'S HOLIDAY!
p/s/s: I THINK I NEED A JOB ;D


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THAT THONG WEITING DUN LET ME WATCH TV AND SLP!! >.<
ask me go meet her at cwp zzz
ROAR. hahaha


Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Left one paper.
The most OMG one.
But well, shall leave it till tml =x

im suddenly stuck, not knowing what i wanted to blog.
BLAHS. hahas


Tuesday, February 24, 2009

2 paper down.
just 2 to go~

Hmm~ i can still remember how sucky i felt last sem after all papers cos it doesnt turns out to be what i expected.
After 2 sem in school, i guess i learn how to let go and forget things easily.
When u did ur best, and de result is not what u expected, u will tend to give up a little, just that little.

i love time like that.
peaceful and quiet..
so nice..


Monday, February 23, 2009


牙关 - 五月天


放肆的尽情挥霍
那一年玩的多疯
你和我站上全世界的最快乐的颠峰
等着雨停的午后
你希望此刻永久
而现在永久就是永久的牢笼
让我一直在等候
等待后面是等待
更沉默的等待
然后咬紧了牙关
等待更多的等待
如果你爱过我
你不会就这样走
就这样丢下我
和那些天真承诺
如果我再也不
不能再更多的承受
痛哭之后却又咬紧牙关
你最爱哪个歌手
最爱吃什么火锅
最爱把小小的脸
轻轻的靠在我胸口
这城市每个角落
回忆都霸占街头
我知道你会想起雨停的时候
我知道你会回头
继续飘流
痛哭之后却又咬紧牙关wo…
继续等候wo…



OKAY!
i noe i need go study!!
Just a break >.<
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~`

1. Answer the questions as honestly as possible.
2. Post this as "Did that happen to you???"
3. Tag as many friends as possible, including me!
4. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
5. Have Fun!!!

1. What will you do if you are in the bathroom with a beetle flying around?
fast fast finish den rush out of the bathroom.

2. What will you do if you hear a song you like playing on the radio when you are all alone in your own room?
Sing alonggg (:

3. You want to speak to your crush badly. What is your pick up line? (Yes. Both boys AND girls have pick up lines)
i BOO at everyone. LOL

4. What will you do if all your friends hate a particular band that you love?
den... TOO BAD~ lol

5. What will you do when you trip and fall in front of many people?
Get up and LAUGH la!

6. You forgot to do your multiple-choice question homework and your class starts in 5 minutes. What will you do?
COPY LA! -.-

7. You have bad breath and someone speaks to you. How do you react?
u got sweet??

8. You just finished gym and after a shower, you drop your underpants on the wet floor. What do you do?
ehhh.. wear nor~ but dun sit down la. HAHAS

9. What will you do if a personality quiz says that you have a lousy personality as your result?
TSK~ not true de. LOL

galfren/boyfren fall ill. What will you do?
awww. take care and get well soon

10. Your friend gave you the worst gift you have ever received and asks: Do you like it? How do you react?
say XIE XIE

11.(Continued from question 10) What are you really thinking secretly inside?
my sister want anot ar~

12. A hot guy/girl keeps looking at you while you are on the bus. What are you secretly thinking inside?
WOW~~

13. You love a person but he/she already got someone else. How will you react to this situation?
react?.. no reaction >.<

14. A guy/gal want to be friend with you, but did it a such a way that it irriates you. What will you do?
ignore nor.

15. You joined a competiton and got into the finals.
wow~~ guan ying bo bi >.<


Sunday, February 22, 2009

well well, every thing will be over.
so bstats exam is OVER. ((:
Shall not think about how i will score cos reality will reveal on 20 March. >.<

saying sorry cos u mean alot to me.
saying sorry cos i noe im at fault.
but this time,
am i really have to say sorry?

I have my reason.
A reason that is fair enough even if u ask ANYONE.
i dunno~




sometime when u try to be fair to everyone,
ure not being fair to urself.


Saturday, February 21, 2009

Wish me luck ppl!!

8 hrs later i will be chionging that damn paper.

PRAY PRAY PRAY~~
GUANYING MA BO BI!!!


Friday, February 20, 2009

okay!..
i feel like shouting
cos...

I LEFT ONLY 1 OMG DAY FOR BSTATS PAPER~

fine.
ppl will be telling me to stop blogging and get down to work immediately.
But well.. study need something call MOTIVATION.
which i currently lack of, maybe im sleepy but anyway~
im totally sick of bstats!

Just let me PASS and get over it.
I am alway wishing for a SIMPLE PASS when it comes to math and NUMBERS.

okay end of ranting~

I went to my ah ma house.
And my ah gong called for me and ask me when im having holiday etc.
De very last sentence he said was : get good result eh!

and gosh~ i can do nothing but just keep smiling at him.
i cant promise anything when i cant even assure myself.

argh~
sometime life sucks so much when almost everything depend on result.
I guess the best time is when we are young ~
whre the whole family will cheered if u stand up when u 1st learn to walk.
And dumb dumb teacher will give u stickers when u scored full mark for spelling.
and now? working hard doesnt mean result, result doesnt mean great.
ohhs,
life.


Thursday, February 19, 2009

BOO~
2 days to bstats paper.
and this afternoon, super surprise to see so many ppl online.
All chionging bstats >.<

long time nv see my ah ma~~
guess i going her hse in later since evening is never my study period. >.<

wellwell,
continue back to papers T.T


Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Okay~
im waiting for my 9pm show again. HAHAS.
and nope, din study much today.
*BANG WALL*

Anyway~
Just for fun.
Can skip de ((:

-------------------------------

***********FOOD-OLOGY***************

What is your salad dressing of choice?
I dun eat salad =x

What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?
Hmmm~ macdonald. LOL! Rotted in diff outlets for so many time~

What food could you eat for 2 weeks straight and not get sick of it?
Chocolate?.. I had been eating it since young. And i'm still loving it.

What are your pizza toppings of choice?
Lotsa of CHEESE

What do you like to put on your toast?
NUTELLA~

**********TECHNOLOGY***************

How many television sets are in your house?
2

What color of cell phone do you have?
black

***************BIOLOGY******************

Are you right-handed or left-handed?
Right

Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
eh?..

What is the last heavy item you lifted?
I guess, my lappy. HEY, ITS HEAVY CAN!

Have you ever been knocked unconscious.
noooo.

************BULLCRAPOLOGY**************

If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
YUPPP!~ so i can spent my days doing thing i like instead of wasting time schooling =x

If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
my name nice leh~ dun change la

Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
if it is not very hot. LOL

************DUMBOLOGY******************

How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
3 or 4?

Last time you had a run-in with the cops?
never

Last person you talked to?
my father. Hmmm.. i think shouting consider as TALK right?

Last person you hugged?
my PILLOW

**************FAVORITOLOGY****************

Season?
autumn / winter

Day of the week?
Friday~

Month?
June or dec

***********CURRENTOLOGY*****************

Missing someone?
hmmm. guess so. SO MANY ):

Mood?
kinda of sianz

What are you listening to?
channel 5. damn boliao can

Watching?
blogger page

Worrying about?
exams. T.T

***************RANDOMOLOGY*****************

First place you went this morning?
Toilet

What's the last movie you saw?
Some chimo valkyrie >.<

Do you smile often?
hmmmmmmmm not really...

***************QUESTION-OLOGY***************

1)Do you always answer your phone?
yup. unless i dun wan to of cos

2) It's four in the morning and you get a text message, who is it?
GHOST? lol

3) If you could change your eye color what would it be?
BLUE

4) Have you ever had a pet fish?
nah. but my mum did. and all DIED

5) Favorite Christmas song?
Last christmas. LOL. fine. not a christmas actually

6) What's on your wish list for your birthday?
lets see~

7) Can you do push ups?
can ba. i suppose?

8) Can you do a chin up?
eh? im too heavy i guess

9) Does the future make you more nervous or excited?
hmmmm.. OHHS~ shld i?

10) Do you have any saved texts?
yupps

11) Ever been in a car wreck?
noo

12) Do you have an accent?
i speak proper singlish ya?

13) What is the last song to make you cry?
dun kpo pls~

14) Plans tonight?
please start flipping those damn notes.

15) Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
yes, so many time

16) Name 3 things you bought in the last week
ohh, food choco and more food

17) Have you ever been given roses?
no sia~

18) Current worry?
EXAM LA EXAMS~~~~

19) Current hate right now?
EXAMS LA!! stop asking abt EXAMS!

20) Met someone who changed your life?
yupp. i guess alot

21) How did you bring in the New Year?
hmmmm~ FOOD (:

22) What song represents you?
i dunno

23) Name three people who might complete this?
BLAHS

24) What were you doing at 12 AM last night
hmm chatting online?

25) What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?
what time liao eh?
___________________________________

((:




用力抱着Yong Li Bao Zhe - 梁静茹Liang Jing Ru

我心里也有的忐忑 时间跟我说会好的
决心放好了 这一次非你不可
若这不是爱 那有过的是什么

寂寞时你像个贝壳
闭上眼 你倔强地摀住双耳
背对背地坐着 我们用沉默在拉扯
看谁的泪先输掉拔河

爱我时你不够严格
总忘了 能够牵手多么难得
我不怕生命有挫折 不怕回忆会有皱折
唯有你说要放弃 我不愿附和

你心里有多少忐忑 交给我去用力抱着
双手还有热 或许能唤起你的不舍
有一天我们伤的心会愈合
心里的忐忑 抱着慢慢就会好的
感动都有了 还有什么不认可
不准我们把爱 给走成了坎坷

多少恋人不费唇舌
在一起 却说服彼此不适合
我懂得生命有沼泽 懂得爱会失去光泽
只是在你怀里是 快乐的抉择

我心里也有的忐忑 曾经你也勇敢抱着
思念还有歌 唱着我无法对你割舍
相信我们伤的心会愈合
心里的忐忑 时间跟我说会好的
决心放好了 这一次非你不可
若这不是爱 那有过的是什么

----------------------------

Deleted the previous song cos abit too noisy~ LOL.
Anyway.. fish leong <3
my favourite singer.. so yup (:

Yupp~
went study with Huishan.
And THANK SO MUCH GIRL!!..
u really really help me alot ((:

Den met tian for dinner at pizza hut.
everytime meet her = food.
I dunno why. hahas.

3 more days to 1st paper >.<


Monday, February 16, 2009


wo xiang xin - yang pei an

想飞上天
和太阳肩并肩
世界等着我去改变
想做的梦
从不怕别人看见
在这里我都能实现
大声欢笑让你我肩并肩
何处不能欢乐无限
抛开烦恼
勇敢的大步向前
我就站在舞台中间
我相信我就是我
我相信明天
我相信青春没有地平线
在日落的海边
在热闹的大街
都是我心中最美的乐园
我相信自由自在
我相信希望
我相信伸手就能碰到天
有你在我身边
让生活更新鲜
每一刻都精采万分
I do believe

想飞上天
和太阳肩并肩
世界等着我去改变
抛开烦恼
勇敢的大步向前
我就站在舞台中间
我相信我就是我
我相信明天
我相信青春没有地平线
在日落的海边
在热闹的大街
都是我心中最美的乐园
我相信自由自在
我相信希望
我相信伸手就能碰到天
有你在我身边
让生活更新鲜
每一刻都精采万分
I do believe

我相信(我就是我)
我相信(自由自在)
我相信(我相信我相信)
I BELIVE
我相信我就是我
我相信明天
我相信青春没有地平线
在日落的海边
在热闹的大街
都是我心中最美的乐园
我相信自由自在
我相信希望
我相信伸手就能碰到天
有你在我身边
让生活更新鲜
每一刻都精采万分
I do believe




oh yeah~
I spent my V day with WeiTing sia. LOL
Went movie and POOL!! <333

Den after that met sq ric and.. fine.. the same grp of ppl. LOL
Walked to 883 and rotted there.
Chatted and crapped but i went off early to my aunt hse at 230am i think.
My aunt is starting to think that im mixing wif bad friends.
Oh well~ they are not. ((:

Exam is like so damn near.
and its freaking me out. >.<
Esp Bstats.


and hmmmm, ws said that im quiet when i am wif them.
well, im not bored but i tend to listen than to talk when im with a big grp of ppl~
so yaya ((:

i think i missed out some great friend recently,
esp SHARON!!..
actually misses her damn lot..

Takecare lots kkk?

awwww.. holiday holiday~


Saturday, February 14, 2009

Yeah yeah,
currently still at leen house. ((:
she will be going out den i will go my AUNT HSE. LOL

anyway, have fun yesterday!! (:
Watch OMEN in leen's room till 5am with SP HP LEEN and IVY.

Guess there's something that can only be done wif OLD FRIENDS like them (:
and that's old friend. LOL


Friday, February 13, 2009

OH WELLLLL.
im bored today. LOL.
thou i still love being at home.

HAHAHS.

and well,
Blog hopped till dunno where sia.
and decided to say that blog is kinda of entertaining when ure so damn free and nothing to do. LOL

and ytd someone said that im wasting time at home so well, i decide to start on something.
i open BSTATS lecture, and read...
hmmmm. dun understand~
Read again~~
Question marks~~
Read again~
EHHHH?

Hais.
I GAVE UP!
i think i need help for bstats before i flunk this module.
argh~ I HATE NUMBER. I HATE FORMULAS. I HATE BSTATS!

anyway~
Going to leen house later on for her birthday~
OMFG~ i cant remember when is the last time i saw her sia.
like so finally~~~ get to see ping and leen.
And most probably gonna stay there overnight or whatsoever.
See how bah.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EILEEN!!!


Thursday, February 12, 2009

wellwell,
I ROTTED at home since TUESDAY!!..
Like OMG~

Seriously,
i hate study break man. ( NOT BREAK)
Its like BREAK but u have to study for exams.
And u noe during breaks, you will feel like rotting and slacking instead of studying and end up feeling guilty cos u did nothing that is related to STUDIES.
okay, maybe not everyone,
BUT ME >.<

anyway..
i love staying home ALONE lei~
it like.. nobody is toking and nagging at u.
And u can do watever u wan.

and gosh. notes untouch >.<


Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Met WanTing ytd evening to get her notes.
argh~ LOVE HER MAN! ((:


I was packing my bstats notes
and..
argh~
I HATE BSTATS.


Tuesday, February 10, 2009

went partyworld wif the 6 girls yesterday~
quite fun.
And i was amused by how different it will feel when ure with different clique of people.

picturess~!
maybe update when i get home.
Currently at my aunt house since last night ((:

And last night was the very first since ages, that i survive without onlining.
Hmmm, actually i won't die. LOL



seem so faraway~
or i should say that..
it is really that far.


sometimes u get so damn pissed that u dun even wanna care.
when ure not perfect, dun ever expect me to be one.
unable to be understanding?
forget it.


Sunday, February 08, 2009


慢半拍 - 黄靖伦


总是等到 脸色有点苍白
才突然想起 桌上那袋隔夜的外卖
总是会在 窗户外开始泛白
才会发觉又发了一整晚的呆
突然看见路旁那棵树 不知何时开始枯
怎麽我总忘了留意 天凉的速度
当叹息的时候 呼出了白雾
才慢慢感到 寒冷的温度
这世界太快 连爱都不例外
尽管我很努力想要跟上 你的节拍
我慢慢明白 以为的细心对待
却根本 不符合这个时代
怪自己慢了 半拍

如果当初 听得出你开始生疏
我会为专注 再多下一点功夫
总是慢步 以为会更清楚
竟然错过了倒数 措手不及落幕
连难过都慢了半拍
拼命追着你太快的脚步 却在出口迷了路
竟也听不到你的催促
当我还在 对人炫耀你的依赖 和我的愉快
原来我早默默被你淘汰
却根本 不符合这个时代
怪只怪 我自己 总慢了半拍
这世界太快 就连爱都不例外
OH………
我终於明白 就连眼泪也都慢了半拍
我慢了半拍



Ytd~~
Went partyworld with laoren to spent time before going to serena's birthday. Den huishan and me find going home at 10pm is abit tooo early,
so we rot at civic mac till 12am.
Chatted and crapped.

Study week and i still haven started. hahas.
Anyway, watched a taiwan show yesterday talking abt 左右铭.
and someone said :
莫忘初衷~

yupp, never forget what you are suppose to do and what you want to achieve initially.
Going to school is to study!!~
wellwell, gonna start study for exam soon right after i arrange all my notes properly (:


Friday, February 06, 2009

FAMILY DINNER~
my dearest Ah Gong and Ah me <3 FOODS






We finished EVERTHING! (:My cuteeeeee cousin ((:


Last day of S&W~
and our very LIHAI de coach/lecturer. (:


Last S&W lesson.
BASKETBALL CAN?!! hahahas.
Gonna miss playing that even though i never really INTO it, but ya, it is a fun game (:And and, CATS presentation oso OVER.
OMGGGG~
I hate Mr Lee can. Keep interrupting our presentation. BOO~
The model we made (:
and this is the best IS grp i ever get. HAHAS.

Have to cancel the dinner with pg they all cos my ah gong wants a FAMILY DINNER TONIGHT, which is sooooo last min.

SO SORRY MAN~
and might be meeting tian after dinner~
we are OWL!~ hahahs.
brb man!



ONE AND ONLY SPECIAL PIC!!~
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.
.
.
.


LAOREN!!
that weiting want me to post de nor.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH~
super funny!!!..



Thursday, February 05, 2009

wellwell, HOM presentation IS OVER!!
omggggggg~ I think i screwed it up.
But thanks to TRM, i am able to get over such thing easily. LOL
Ok fine, maybe im troubled for... 1 MINS. HAHAS
Cos knowing that im going to meet shuqi they all for concert make me forget abt the damn HOM, hmmm.. which is not very nice to think abt it oso.
Anyway.. have to thank TR21 for so supporting and shouted GO GREEN -.- HAHAS

Anyway.. rushed down to SP.
Hmm, unfamilar environment make me feel unsecure and lost.
But SP is so much convenient than NP nor >.<

Stood outside Q-ing for more den abt 1 hr?..
I like Sing and HUANG JIN LUN~~
Nice voice and nice songs~
I pangseh-ed Kelly's concert in NP and went to SP instead. HAHA.
which i think... IS SO RIGHT TO DO SO. haha

OH~
Nice day ((:



Wednesday, February 04, 2009


very irritating, my pictures all will float here and there. ANYWAY TO MAKE IT BACK TO NORMAL AGAIN?!!


anyway, feel like blogging again. LOL. abt the steamboat at weiting hse. (:




8 of us!




we are soooo full that we all drop dead on thr sofas


superrrrrr lazy de shimin




Me and laoren LOL!





wt hse gt lots of sofa





















WEITING! UR PHONE DE PICS SUPER DE LEI! LOUSY~ HAHAHA







I finished my BCOMM oral presentation!..
WOOTS~~~
finally, end of nightmare till next sem ( or next next sem?)

Free time today, and we went outspace FACEBOOK-ING.
Laoren took alot of pics of us. UNGLAM UNGLAM~ >.<
Hom project presentation,
arghhh. so scary~ tml our turn >.<
Randomly~
I like TR21 lei~
can dun choose class again not ar?..
HAHAHAHS



Saw WanTing at canteen today.
Even though i saw her quite often when we are Q-ing for shuttle bus, we din get to talk much.
And gosh~
I actually miss times i spent with her during sec sch. >.<
Especially when she will scream at me because of my careless mistakes in math papers, and today, she screamed at me cos i failed my Bstats common test 2. LOL

But im a really bad friend. =x
still, ILOVEHER!! (:



when chatting with her make me feel like being myself,
that's me.


Tuesday, February 03, 2009

Last minute decide to go watch THE WEDDING GAME.
With laoren, kaiyi, dear min, celestine and audrey.

waliew. next time u all de turn to come to WOODLAND. blehs!

Laoren and me wanted to go partyworld initially, but too bad..
time cant really fit in so.. we went movie instead. (:

more outing like this lei!!
^.^



im never the best friend to start with,
but im alway trying to be one.


Monday, February 02, 2009

sometimes, i miss that pat on my shoulder.

Telling me everything gonna be okay, everything gonna turns out right.



somehow.


Sunday, February 01, 2009






TR21
FABM presentation day.

And yupp.. Slippers with formal AGAIN. LOL

My proj grp. good work ppl~~((:
AND ITS OVER ((:



I really don't think not sleeping at a time like this is good.
Stoning is the thing i am doing most of the time.
Oh no, i did watch some videos.

Some chatting show.
And 蔡康永mentioned a sentence : 人生本来就是由矛盾连合成的。
吴宗宪 said : 我从不对抗环境的改变,我也不对抗成长。

LOL!

I love watching those CHATTING shows.
But only for Taiwan.
Cos they speak great chinese using great words talking abt great meaningful thingy like above.
Looking at those show in Singapore.. cannot make it. LOL


Tian just now ask me to go OUT, when it is already 1+AM.
But i rejected since it is already so late, and i think my mum is going to skin me alive if i go out at such a time.
PAISEH SIA. >.<


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