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Friday, November 30, 2007







I addicted to reading mine own previous blog entries.
Either this blog or de previous chinese one..
Hmmm.. how to say,
all de things i wrote reflected on what i feel and wat i am doing.
I gt a frenz commemted : waaa.. ur life in JC so interesting nor.
HAHAS..
Looking back.. I DID.

Even though i hate JC studies.
Even though i keep failing my test and exam.
Even though i dun think i can pass @ tt time.
Even though i alway complain abt my cca and timtable.

So hmm.. weird.



Ya.. when ppl get too free.
we tend to think back. Or should i say..
I like to think back..

Cos ya.. it is fun. =))))





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Woots.. long time nv heard from u.

and was wondering how r u.

but, i guess u should be fine wif everything bahs.

Sometime when u see someone is on9..

u feel relieved that they are even though we dint chat.

cos it mean, u r alright.

and ya.. that is enough.

There is no meed to report everytime lk the past,

cos we noe tt..

there is no need to do so,

and there is no way we are able to be like de past.

IMPOSSIBLE.

Take care.




Think tt the end, byebye~


I think i better just stay with all the friends i know instead of some people i dunno well.
It is a torture to go out wif 'stranger'.
Anyway, yesterday thingy is no fun.
But i least i know something,
I am quite smart!!.. LOL..

Hmmm..
Maybe that is nothing to be proud of.
But ya, everybody should know how to look after ourselves.
I did wat i think i should and what i like.
No one is going to force me to do something i dun like. And they cant.
The thought of going back home just hang around in my head thoughout the day.
Whatever it is. It END.
And ya.. THAT THE END.
The byebye is de LAST one.
No more to be continue.
I promise. hahas.

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Arghh..
I starting to become more and more like sharon..
everytime ask ppl : U miss me ma?
OMG..
HAHAS..

++++++++++

I love my ah gong and ah ma!!!..
Lets tok abt it next time.. heex



Thursday, November 29, 2007



十年后的今天遇见你
年少轻狂已远去
成熟稳重也保持距离
沉默里千言万语
时光回到那年夏天
公车站前你笑容满面
拍拍我的头说你好吗
一句问候填满青春
别人的话都听不见
岁月凝结在你的视线
我还记得那年倾盆大雨
狼狈奔跑穿越几条街
握紧的双手为爱的不顾一切
我还记得那年你的声音
耳边回荡那一句誓言
你吻我的脸都是我心中
收藏一生的快乐
渐渐我们都有新朋友
多久不再并肩走
忙忙碌碌看人生匆匆
忘记了年轻的梦

好想回到那年夏天
教室门前你笑容满面
拍拍我的头说你别哭
考坏一次不是末日
未来还有很长的路
我们要一起去看世界
我还记得那年晴空万里
那一道飞机云的弧线
蜿蜒着思念
写下故事的总结
我还记得那年你的年轻
刻在从前最美的时间
在我生命里
你不曾告别
不曾走远
与你重逢前一个夜晚
往事在梦中上演
终要去体验
真实人生的残缺




I am so grate that i learn how to say this.
TO MY FRIENDSSS!!..
Hmmm.. thanks to SHARON.. ( why does ur name keep appearing?? )
We alway very BHB.. lols..
nono.. She is a little bit more den me.. =x
And ya.. i going to repeat again~~
I MISS YOU ALL!!!!
wOoTs!!..
dun feel lk going tml la!!..
kinda of wasting my time with sum1 i dunno well.
Hmmm.. whatever.
I do wat i promised..
*Sighss*
Maybe tt de last time oso..
WTH..
I nv noe going out is a torture.. eeeeee..
I am still bad!!!..
=x


Wednesday, November 28, 2007

Hmmm.. went SGH wif mum,sis and ANG IVY!!..
LOL..
Think she is damn bored there la..

And ya.. go jalan..
Bought a jacket and Laptop bag.. FINALLY

Anyway..
heard alot abt de 5 guys who drowned.
So sad rite?
Awwwww...
All 5 initally have bright future but who noes what happen the next minute..
So sad~~~

____________________

Me : Ah yi!!.. that 5 guy very kelian leis..
Aunt: Ya nor.. dragon boat very dangerous..
Me : ok la.. fun ma.. *Grin*
Aunt : *Stare* U got go before ar??
Me: *excited* YAYA.. Fun sia.. i go canoeing in OBS oso.. SEA WOR!!..
Aunt: HAIYO!!!..
Me: ????
Aunt: Lucky u nv drown urself..
Me: Wun la.. i gt de safety thingy.
Aunt: *Shake head* My sons will not go for any camp or anthing on de sea.
Me:........

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THANKS SHARON!!

THANK YOU SHARON!!!!..
YEAH..
she help me find the skin and do everything..

THANKS!!..
Cos i am a lazy bum..

MUACKIIEX!!!..

The Skin is NICE!!!..
Yea.. i lk it!..
heex..

Good Night!!


Tuesday, November 27, 2007

So idiot.
Itune keep hanging!!!!..
WTH..
I cant add song to my ipod!!!!!..

I repair that program for sooo many time la!!...
Waste my time.
LALAS..
wth is it happen to my laptop and that stupid ITUNE?



Ended up eating dinner with my grandparent.

No pooling.AWWW..



Maybe i did the right thing by turning my phone to silent mode.

Maybe i did the right thing when i forget to reply smses.

Maybe i did the right thing by ignore all the miss calls.

WOOTS!!!..

I DID SOMETHING RIGHT. hopefully. :)))




Sian sian sian..
Hmm.. but going pool with sharon and dunno who.LOL..
Cos i am boring. =x

lalalas.

ARGH~~~
damn tired oso.
Cos i was waken up by smses.
Awwww..
8am today.
Oh my shen.
Torture!!!!..

I am still feeling bad..
>.<


Sorry!!!!!
Monday, November 26, 2007


Take at de lobby in Genting.
So sad. The senary in my room sucks.
Wat i saw is ppl's window and carpark.

3rd entry today.
This show how boring i am.

__________________

argh~
i feel so bad la..
How can i ignore ppl's miss calls and smses like that.
How can i block people like that.
How can i refuse to reply ppl in msn.
I am so mean..
ARGHHH..

Sorry~~!

~~~~~~~~
Thanks for remembering.
I tot that was only a casual promise.
I take that to heart but i dun expect u to.
Maybe i will nv get it,
but at least i know that u remember it.
No matter wat.
Thanks!




My room is in a mess.
MESSMESSMESS.
So yj de work attachment dont get paid!
Free labour for 2 weeks
HAHAS.
*claps claps*
I survived today!!!!..
On9 almost the whole day oso.
WOOTS.
I dont even know what the hell i had been doing the whole day!!
Oya..
Spop is nice!!
I mean de opening.
NICENICENICE..
Esp all the old old songs.
I going to find them..
LALALAS.



Woots.
Stayed home the whole day.
Yeah Yeah.
It is boring.
Lucky my mum went out in the afternoon.


Jus joined Facebook.
Cos may frenz recommended it.
Hmmm.. not too bad la.
*exploring*



NiceNice Pic!!!..

My mum can nv understand what i say.

SilentIsGold.

Maybe i shall just keep my mouth shut and act like a moron.. agreeing with whatever shit she think is correct.




Wat the hell when they mean BANDWIDTH EXCEED?!!!

I hate finding blogskin!..
So.. i should jus let it be SIMPLE,
until i have the mood to start finding nice nice skin and add a tagboard again.

RAHHHHH~~~~



Back From Genting..
Not very fun. Because of the ppl i was with.=x

But ya..
I am in love with those roller coasters..
I tried everyone of them.
SHIOK!.

Sitting in bus for 6 hrs is no fun.
My butt hurts.

My mum is not wrking for 3 wonderful days!!..
OMG.. HELP PPL!!..
She is going to stay at home and start nagging at me. Hais..

I dun like to stay at home.
I dunno why.

I got a irritating aunt who likes to shout ppl's name.
Ya.. not my name.
but Junhao's.
Wat a weird aunt i have.
Lucky JH noe tt i wun do something so silly. PHEW.

Let me think wat can i do tml. ARGH.
I going to wake up real late tml.
since wake up early= nagging time.

Oh ya..
I think i will start finding job soon.
I am broke.OMG.
PoorPoorMe.

I had been blogging so randomly tt i can hardly link everything.
Hais..
WTH


Long Long way...
Thursday, November 22, 2007


Yeah. I am so in love with this picture.
So green.

Escaping from JC just mean that i have to walk through a longer route.
No regret. I swear i wont.

I can't really promise my parent i will really excel in poly,
but i promised, i will try.I will mug.
For the very least, i will do my very best. I hope so.
Hahas.

Long way ahead of me.
And i am ready. Except for work. HAHAS..

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I don't get myself involved in meaningless thing.
I dun believe in play and try.
I believe that all these will just become troubles.
I rather stay as wat i am now.
No worry. Fine and great with all loving friends.
Okay? Ivy?.. hahas..

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There are someone who ask me not to believe all frenz around me.
She say it is being silly to do so.
Really?..
She say she dun need friend.

How sad is it?
How can she DUN NEED friends?..
And she don't believe in anyone.

I maybe silly.
but she a silly here is feeling sad for her loneliness.




Jus tok to PG and Melissa jus now!!!.. Woot!.. they are enjoying themselves in China. HAHAS..

Mel: OIE!!!
Me: MELISSA!!!!..
Mel: Got miss us??
Me: Ok la..

:
:
:Toking to PohGeok in process~~
:
:

Me: MELISSA!! Are u dead at the side??
Mel: STUPID GIRL!! NOW THEN REMEMBER I AM AT DE SIDE AH?
me: HAHAS..
Mel: Gt cum fetch us on 3 Dec 9.55pm??
Me: U miss me ar??.. HAHS..


Before we ended..

Mel: I KNOW U MISS ME!!




**I noe tt stupid melissa miss me oso!! haahs

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Hmmm.. looking back.. when did i start to joke ard wif frenz lk tt.. HAHS..
yeah.. onli JC time..
We lk to ' I miss U' and 'U miss me ma?'
And ya.. i going to drag them out of their hse and go kbox-ing..
LALALALAS..


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I'm going genting on wateva-i-dunno time.
I dun even look forward to it.
I think i will be leaving tml 4am. Fine. No slp for me.
I haven pack my shirt. Or rather. Nothing done.
Hopefully de 3 days can jus SHOO in a blink of eye.

Anyway.. I am real serious when i say i am broke.
I have nv been so broke b4. HELL.
Okay.. of cos not really tt broke tt i cant buy myself a lunch or something like that.
I just think that i am broke. No reason.
But i just cant seem to move my ass out of the house and go for work.
Working is never fun. At least up to this time, i think, it NEVER.

My aunt is bugging me to change money for her when no one beside me has money to lent her and let me go and change money.
Wth.
Can i jus stay in Singapore and let tt bus go on it way without me on board?
I think my aunt will kill me. And my sis oso.

I am real bored at home.
But, i am damn lazy to even go out.
Wth.


....... to be continued



Wednesday, November 21, 2007

Frustrated by my sister.
Can she stop wandering ard me lk a spirit?
I dun lk ppl to read wat i am typing esp in msn.

I cant stand ppl kip asking me de same qns.
Pls.. ShoO off.Away from me.
Duhs..




I hate rainy day, Or i love it?..
I am still using the old umbrella.
But thing wasnt the same.

However..
I am still grateful,
for everthing now.
Cos i know,
tt de best outcome.

YES BEST. n..I'm lovin' it

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Get moi ipod ytd.
Hell.
I am a ipod idiot.
Hell.
I hate itunes.


Monday, November 19, 2007

Would u rather chat in msn or on phone?
To me,
I choose msn.
I am so lazy to talk on phone.
hahas..
But.. There are jus sometime i wish to chat to no one.

Damnit.
I dunno why i have so many contact on my msn contact list.
And many of them i dun even noe them.
Shit.
I really dun lk to handle stranger's question.
And why??.. Nobody treat the status in msn seriously.

I getting my ipod soon!!.. WOOT!!..

Dun ask me why, i may not know the answer.
Dun ask me how, i may not know the solution.
Dun ask me which, i may not know which is the correct one.
Dun ask me any question..
If u really noe me tt well..




Went Kbox wif ivy ytd.
Jus 2 of us, and it turn out fine. At least, we have fun.

Den i meet my family to go to my cousin's birthday..
It is boring. But i ate alot. Gosh~~~
Saw veron and chris.Hmm.. i went thailand wif them.
Have fun wif them during tt 5 days!..
But ya, din get to chat much wif them ytd.

最单纯的原点,才是最美,最安全的距离。






Sometime you will be shock.

Someone u think u wun remember, remember u.



Sunday, November 18, 2007

Went out wif a frenz which erm.. dunno very well.
Hard to find something to chat and talk abt.
Suddenly realised tt,
it take some time for us to really able to chat and laugh and crap infront of ppl.

That why,
I treasure every frenz i can show de true me!!!..
>.<

133 peepss
Enjoy ur trip to NingbO!!
hahs.. they wun see this. But i smsed them!!
^^


Saturday, November 17, 2007

RAH!!!
I HAVE MY INTERNET!!
hahas..
Anyway.. Where gt slow???
It is FAST man!!!
It take onli 5 sec to dl a song.. wakakaks..

Boring day again..
KBOX tml!!!!.. FINALLY!!


Friday, November 16, 2007


The sun is setting.
Jus like the year 2007 is ending.
Everything will be starting anew.
Time flies this year..
I changed alot.
I learnt alot.
and
I treasure whatever happened on me and
whoever i knew this year.
I crossed my finger before going to sleep ytd.
But, it seem useless.
Received call from PG this morning.
Bad bad news.
From the previous time when she gets her result,
i can imagine how she react this time round.
I know she will be alright,I think so.
Other 6 girls will be with her.
Hopefully we will smile lk we alway does next time we meet.


Thursday, November 15, 2007

Hmm.. i gt 2 blog..
And sometime i really dunno where to update.
FAINT~~~
If u wan me to choose..
I will choose chinese..
So.. ya..
I will mostly blog @ my chinese blog more den here..
________________________________
3 days to my own internet line!!!
Super happy la~~..
Hopefully no more dc-ing
HAHAS..
And ya..
I dun have to mafan my frenz to kip typing GRAND WELCOME again..
HAHAS..
___________________________________
真的失败了!!
但我很庆幸,
我还想跟你说声:Hi
哪一天我不想了,
是否也会代表着。。
句点?


Tuesday, November 13, 2007

YA!!.. Long time nv update..
But anyway.. I am soooo frustrated by somebody's internet.
The connection in my room jus simply disappear suddenly over the night.
And ya, i have to carry my laptop to try to find a place where there are some strong connection.
Guess where it is?..

IN THE KITCHEN!!!..
Jus opposite the toliet..

Okay.. sound idiot.. But dun worry. I forbid my family from using tt toliet.
I am not going to let them pee and shit while i am using comp.

Lucky i go apply internet le..
YEAHHHH..
Stable connection!!!!..
And ya.. partly bcos of the free Ipod Touch oso..
GOSH!!!.. So excited abt it la!!!!!..
LALALALALA..

Imagine chattin wif frenz thru MP3..
COOL MAN..
and ya.. i have to use some time to convince my mum.
THE IPOD TOUCH IS GOING TO BELONG TO ME.

______________________

And ya.. i am having a great ife..
Slacking is nice..
Believe me or not.
Okays.. If u are not desperate for money of cos.. if not u will most probably busy working instead of rotting at home like me.
Ermm.. i dont mean i dun need money.. I need.. But i prefer to slack. LALALA..~~~~

My addiction to Singing is starting again.
And ya.. u will keep seeing or hearing me saying abt going to kbox.
AND I WILL GO..Once i found companion.
I dun wan to go sing alone as if i am jus out of love or watever abnormal happen to me.

THE SKY IS RED!!!!..
ya.. it is going to rain soon..
COOLING~~~~~~

Some of my Yj peeps jus finish their S paper today.
Hopefully ALL of them pass well and get PROMOTED!!!..


Thailand's photos
Saturday, November 10, 2007






Pls.. dun ask me wat special is all these photos. Because i like to anyhow snap photos.. that how all these photo come abt..


There are more.. but.. de internet sux.
Take so much time.. so.. ya.. next time. hahas
PS: i am so proud of my Handphone. All these is taken by my fone. muhaha


Thursday, November 08, 2007

TADA!!..

Thinking of applying a internet.
PEOPLE TELL ME!!
is 3 Mbps SLOW??..

OMHG~~



LOL.
HAHAS.
HEEX.
HEHEX.
Ya, that all de EMOTION WORDS i alway use in msn.
But somehow, i alway remember there is someone who told me that,
' You dun have to appear to be happy by forcing urself to type those emotion when u are not really luffing or smiling over at ur side'
Although it have been years.. I dun get to change the habit.
I dunno why i still remember this sentence.
But everytime, by habit, when i am typing those words even though i am not smiling.
This sentence jus appear in my mind.


Tuesday, November 06, 2007



蒲公英的约定

作词:方文山 作曲:周杰伦

小学篱芭旁的蒲公英 
是记忆里有味道的风景

午睡操场传来蝉的声音 
多少年后也还是很好听
将愿望折纸飞机寄成信 
因为我们等不到那流星
认真投决定命运的硬币 
却不知道到底能去哪里
一起长大的约定 
那样清晰 打过勾的我相信

说好要一起旅行 
是你如今 唯一坚持的任性
在走廊上罚站打手心 
我们却注意窗边的蜻蜓
我去到哪里你都跟很紧 
很多的梦在等待着进行
一起长大的约定 
那样真心 
与你聊不完的曾经
而我已经分不清 
你是友情还是错过的爱情

______________________

The lyric is really cool!!

but jus lk wat sharon says.. This song is super emo.. hahas..

ENJOY!!!

__________________________






该不该 搁下重重的壳 寻找到底那里有蓝天
随着轻轻的风轻轻的飘 历经的伤都不感觉疼

我要一步一步往上爬 等待阳光静静看着它的脸
小小的天 有大大的梦想 重重的壳裹着轻轻的仰望

我要一步一步往上爬 在最高点乘着叶片往前飞
任风吹乾 流过的泪和汗
总有一天我有属於我的天



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That the song i listen during my O level~~~..

When i keep failin my Add Maths and did badly or my exam.

Similarly, i simply love the lyric~

Those who nv did well in Promos..

JIAYOU!!!!..



Sunday, November 04, 2007

Yoz!! I'm back!!..
Shall upload some pics next time.
Anyway, jus read Sharon's blog and finish watching the clip abt 3 idiotic angmoh bullying a uncle.
*clap clap* to sharon who can stay calm and finish watching. Cos i was scolding and cursing when i was watching halfway.

WAT THE HELL.
And u can see they are laughing!! What de hell izit so funny??..
3 big idiotic no-brain men bullying a uncle.
I really feel lk giving them a tight slap on their face. And they still refuse to pay after de ride.

They should be shameful of themselve for bullying a uncle lk tt..

The uncle is trying hard to cycle, but isnt it common sense?..
I think normal ppl have difficulties trying to cycle when there are 3 brainless men sitting on it.
SO IDIOTIC.
And jus lk wat the comment says, they are Ba****d..

*SLAP SLAP SLAP SLAP*
*PUI PUI PUI PUI*




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