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Thursday, October 30, 2008

This week is like super fast.
VROOOOOM~~ and tml is FRIDAY!

Had de 1st BSTATS TUTORIAL.
I can only say, he is really bad at pronouncing name and whatsoever word.
And the tutor make the whole lesson DULL and BORING.

Holiday is horrible.
Cos we end up having make up lesson until super late.
We are like CHIONG-ING back home right after BCOMM make up lesson on wed.

TODAY~
WE PONNED THE VERY 1ST TIME................................ for this term of cos.
And went OURSPACE to finish our bcomm email writing.
HOMED. AND NAPPED!!.
shioked. super shioked.

But ivy called and told me that~
I GOT TO WORK THIS WEEK.
WTF?!
i dun wan leis. SHIT.
They say i never pick up phone.. (which is super true cos i refused) that's why they call her.
Win liao nor~ ivy and me should act act that we dunno each other la. LOL

HAIYEEERRR.


SHIT!!!!!!...
I GOT NO TIME~
Tml.. stayover at tian hse.
Sat.. Working
Sun.. Working.

NO TIME FOR TUTORIALS.
NO TIME TO PREPARE FOR BCOMM INTERVIEW~
SHIT!
NO TIME~!!
TMD~ die liao nor >.<


Tuesday, October 28, 2008

最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚
绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息
想念如果会有声音
不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
事到如今
终於让自已属於我自已
只剩眼泪还骗不过自己
突然好想你
你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你
突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛
我们像一首最美丽的歌曲
变成两部悲伤的电影
为什麽你
带我走过最难忘的旅行
然後留下最痛的纪念品
我们那麽甜 那麽美
那麽相信
那麽疯 那麽热烈的曾经
为何我们
还是要奔向各自的幸福
和遗憾中老去
突然好想你
你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你
突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛
最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚
绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息
最怕此生已经决定自己过
没有你却又突然
听到你的消息


Monday, October 27, 2008

life is fuking boring.



Slacked the whole weekend.
Horrible~
But there's nothing i can do.
Thou im trying to start my study engine.. >.<


Saturday, October 25, 2008

FYI~
MY LAPPY IS STILL DEAD~~
Still in its coma state. IDIOT.

Im floating in school for the past few days ( as per normal )..
And back home after school.
Nahs, no revision and tutorials.
I think i will be in dead shit very soon~

Life is bored.






I am once the 'WE',
that u all used to mention.




Sometime, its not about wanting it..
its about losing it.


Wednesday, October 22, 2008

im here to say..

MY LAPPY DIED AGAIN!~~~~
WTH!!!!!!!!!!!

BLACK SCREEN AGAIN NORRR.
HOWHOWHOWHOW???

HOPEFULLY WILL 'QI SI HUI SHEN' LIKE THE PREVIOUS TIME.
PRAY PRAY PRAY FOR MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~!!!!!


Monday, October 20, 2008

BLAHS!..
Went to school feeling super shrug.
Met emo and laoren at atrium. Fine~ Laoren look more tired den me. LOLS.

I felt as if i am floating around in school today.
All lesson is boring boring and very boring.
Esp BCOMM and BSTATS.
Almost killed me.

SMS-ed warren's supervisor.
Not going to work this week.
AWHH~ i think they will go gaga again this week. =x

And i dun like to type cheena msg ><
so damn weird and mafan.

SCHOOL TML.
and know what??
BCOMM AGAIN TML.WTH!!



working at warren is okay if u can tahan~~

those idiot damn it stupid aunties who nag at you.
those idiot members who cant even eat properly.
the sucky HR who hire so little ppl.
the stupid place which is not very small and not very near to the kitchen.
the idiot spoons, chopsticks, plates and cups which will disappear when u are damn busy.

but the ppl there actually not bad. except those dammit aunties.
wth.
im damn tired now.
my leg is suan dao i cant even feel it.

school tml.
SUCKY OSO.


Sunday, October 19, 2008

work is crazy.

SUPER BUSY. SUPER ULTRA BUSY.


Friday, October 17, 2008

8am lesson is horrible.
Wake up and meet HuiShan, feeling like a zombie.

S&W.
basketball. ( WTH!!!)

CATS.
not very fun.
but is so much better than LMS and IAC.

Went MAC wif emo, celest and huishan.
Realised there is make-up lesson for HOM and BSTATS on monday.
*Shrug*

Homework undone >.<
Shall do it later tonight. HOPEFULLY.
LOLS..


Thursday, October 16, 2008

Lesson today~
Hmmm.. quite alright?
MIEC LT is abit too cosy for us, the seats make me feel as if im watching movie.
BCOMM is still BLAHS.
HOM is okay.. cos im joking around with dear thoughout the 2 hours.

And back to cwp to meet my aunt and mum with ivy.


WHAT A BORING LIFE MAN ~!!!!!!!







happy birthday.
i'm glad that i finally get the date right.
Thank you, for everything ..

people only learn to appreciate when things become history.


Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Yan hai gong lu de chu kou


用一根火柴烧一场蜃楼
借这场大雨让自己逃走
荒茫公路无人的漂泊
寂寞海啸把我卷走
用一段感情换一个朋友
每一句再见割一道伤口
躲在万劫不复的街头
微笑参透覆水难收

倘若说放一次手
就像咳一个嗽
我又何苦在乎得不到的温柔

我坐在公路的出口
等待天黑以后无边的寂寞
连想你都是种残酷切磋
我目送沿海的日落
紧抱一个醉生梦死的枕头
游不出回忆 却学不会放手
怎么走



Watched Connected with Ivy.
Very nice movie, at least to me.
I like GU TIAN LE,
and BARBIE is damn beautiful.

Totally not in schooling mode.
very bad..
But i am trying.. really.






im stepping back,
just to hope everything is back to then.



Tuesday, October 14, 2008

First day of school..
Was alright, i guess.

Just not in the mood for studying,
too much of holiday mood.

Need some time to get the study engine back.
=D


there is alway something..
that u dun even know how to tell other.
Cos there's no word to even explains it.

nevermind,
because i knew it.


Saturday, October 11, 2008

lucky i was transferred back to GT.
anyway..
Dun really like PoolSide.
hopefully tml will be back to GT >.<


I heard some customer saying,
THEY NOT ENOUGH PEOPLE LA, SEE THEY ALL GOING CRAZY LIKE THAT.
and ya..
we are super busy today.

But~~
think i am quitting soon. LOLS.







i think ii am being too curious,
just too much.
Instead of just closing one eye,
maybe i should.. just shut everything off..

becos,
not knowing anything..
is..
maybe a good thing,



Instead of reporting for work at 12pm,
Ivy and me slack abit and decided to work only at 4pm.

Rotted in Lot1.
and Lot1 is not a very good place for chilling anyway.

Worked at GT,
can see that ivy dun quite like there. LOLS.
Jus abit busier that the place she normally working at.

Anyway,
*V IS SO DAMN COOL TO TALK BACK TO ANNA.
i think ivy and mahes is abit too shock and tired to react.
But i PSSSS him, sat beside him and gave him a push to hint him to stop.

BLAHS.
working tml.
gonna slp early after 1 more epi of ghost whisperer.
I wan go back to GT~


*ps: V is my friend. Anna is a irritating old auntie.


Friday, October 10, 2008

argh~
have to work later.
>.<
All the wat till sunday, and monday is SCHOOL DAY..

gosh,
and i cant tell u how much i hate that day.
Thou it is 3 days ahead.

Seriously,
l cant believe life can suck like that.


Thursday, October 09, 2008


rain rain rain~


Wednesday, October 08, 2008

last week of holiday~~~
and nothing much going on.

but well,
quite alright.
Kinda of used to it and enjoying it. =)


And gosh~
His new album rocks.
At least to me, i think it is kinda nice.




every silly thing done,
is for a proper reason.
even though at the end of the day..
it is still silly.


Monday, October 06, 2008

GOSH!!!!~~
I VERY SAD LEIS~~
U noe who is him ma?
OMG LA~~~ HE JUST PASSED AWAY LIKE THAT.
Super shock.
He is from those GE TAI thingy and i had been watching him hosting and joking on stage since i was damn young.
I think my ah gong will also very sad nor. He likes to watch him performing also.

HAIS~~ LIFE is so unpredictable.

Anyway..
I noe i am not suppose to be here right?
Cos today is CAMPING day. >.<
Because of some reason, i am not going for it.
argh, hopefully no trouble at all XD


ps: I LOVE MY NEW BLOGSONG =)



Just Once - James Ingram


I did my best
But I guess my best wasn't good enough
'Cause here we are back where we were before
Seems nothing ever changes
We're back to being strangers
Wondering if we oughta stay
Or head on out the door

Just once can't we figure out what we keep doing wrong?
Why we never last for very long
What are we doing wrong?
Just once can't we find a way to finally make it right?
Make the magic last for more than just one night
If we could just get to it
I know we could break through it

I gave my all
But I think my all may have been too much
'Cause Lord knows we're not getting anywhere
Seems we're always blowing whatever we've got going
And seems at times with all we've got
We haven't got a prayer

Just once can't we figure out what we keep doing wrong?
Why the good times never last for very long
What are we doing wrong?
Just once can't we find a way to finally make it right?
And make the magic last for more than just one night
If we could just get to it
I know we could break through it

Just once I want to understand
Why it always come back to good-bye
Why can't we get ourselves in hand?
And admit to one another
That we're no good with out the other
Take the best and make it better
Find a way to stay together

Just once can't we find a way to finally make it right?
Make the magic last for more than just one night
I know we can break through it
If we could just get to it

Just once

If we could get to it

Just Once...



gosh. i spent hours trying to pack my bag for camp.
The very main reason will be that~~
I AM NOT VERY INTERESTED OR DETERMINED TO GO =.=
that's why i tend to wait and wait and wait.

Hmmm...
Will i go??
well~~ it all depend on tml's mood.
But if i woke up and it is raining.. i sure wun go =x
and.. i will call laoren to confirm de very last time.

I dunno~~
Let see how bahs.


Sunday, October 05, 2008

gosh.TRM camp -.-
haven decide whether to go or not to.

ANyway~
thanks so much to JunHao and Ricky =D
They tried to encourage me to go for the camp..
i think it's bcos they noe i am quite antisocial in school -.-

And yeah,
they did moved me alit..
from totally decided not to go..
to reconsider it again..

Hmmm~~~~
but still haven decide. HAHAHAHS.

But still.. THANKS GUYS!






sometime i just feel that i dun belong,
that's something too long ago.
Pretending to be still belong and part of it is hard,
and awkward..

that's alright.
I chose it myself..
It is just one of the opportunity cost.

it's okay.
i guess so



WOOTS.
I should say work is not that bad after i have familarise wif the system there.
Knew some very nice ppl..

went for supper wif Vman and Mahes.
Yes yes.
2 Indian. 19 years old in SP.
OMG LA~
so SUPRISING~. hahahs.
But they are nice people =D

Tml working again~ start at 4pm
WOOTS~~
gosh.. i dun wan go poolside leis~~
Golfer terrace like better leis =x


Thursday, October 02, 2008



2nd day work at Warren country club.

Golfer Terrace or smthing like that..
Need to set up table, serve water,clear table all these.
Gosh~ i cant understand why they cant eat properly..
Their food just dropped everywhere on the table.
I have to CLEAR and CLEAN it.

Super gross~


There are some really nice people there,
as well as not as nice people..

Tml 12pm start work!!!!!!~~
HOW TO WAKE UP U TELL ME LA!!!


oh ya~

HAPpy BIRTHDAY ANG IVY~~~


gosh~ the monkey let me think of u. =x


Wednesday, October 01, 2008


Gonna start work tomorrow.
I am crossing my finger, hoping everything turns out right.

Guess working wunt be that bad either
hopefully i can drop dead after i get hm tml instead of wandering around on net.

i actually feel numb when i am with other people group of friend.
Shimin's sec sch clique,
or.. ivy's classmates.

cos i dun really care anymore.
Just, whatever.






i need time...
to find everything back again.


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