figure out your own title :D

Packed moi room and found alot of interesting things!!.
And i start to entertain myself and take pic!!!

I almost become a A LEVEL student. hahas

HELL.. PW!! OMG..

What to do with all these books????.. HAISS..

This is wat O Level does to a patheic Student. HAHAHS

Why am i keeping tt again??

OMG!!.. O lvl confirmation slip?? hahass..

Wow.. i nv noe i changed so many wallet during sec sch. There are more!.. *winks

And SEE!!!.. O level ENTRY PROOF!!! OMG.. why am i keeping tt?

HAHS. Present frm teacher being top in chinese in pri 5!

My JC's de planner..

From JH WT and Ah Ping this year

Moi Primary SCh and sec sch Report book. Hmm.. Sec sch ones look nice i mean result.HAHAS

From JC frenz!!.. daksha Jieying Sharon jasmine and Binghan

OMG!!!.. I cant stop laughing when i find tt!!.. Can u imagine?!.. HAAHHAAHS. Ya.. Lets laugh our head off.

YOYO..
Last day @ J8 BHG..
WooooOoo.. No wrk tml!!!..
I shall start cleaning up moi place!!..
All in a mess!!!!!!..
LOLX..

I am soo lazy to blog ytd.HAHS.
And i forgot abt CVD!

I went there so early la!!..
For de sake of CO performance.
AND why no one tell me its only 1 SONG??
BLA!..

Er HU BAN!!!

And very shiok!!..
I saw tt vp kena dunk!!!!..
WooHoOO.. sooo happy.
Cos he wasted moi 3 days when i wanted to withdraw last yr. HAHAS.

I am consider BROKE there.
Cos i refuse to buy any coupon.
But.. PG treated me cookies. And.. it sux. HAAHS.

Hmm.. feel kinda of weird.
Cos i actually miss de days i spent in yj.
The toliet, the canteen, the lib and de piano all these.
And ya.. i spent hours talking to Melissa!..
OMG it have been ages since we do so.
We used to runaway frm de grp and find a quiet place to chat.
I know she missed me!!.. hahass.

And yupx. CVD is boring.
But going back is fun.
I get to meet so many of moi fren la!!..

JINGWEN!!..Tied a balloon on her hair.LOL.

OMG!!!..
I TOTALLY forgotten tt i have to wrk TODAY, sunday!!!..

I think i have too much fun today.
AND I TOTALLY FORGET IT.
Until moi colleage smsed me to ask me check stock tml.
RAHHHHHHHHHH..
Stupid Day!!!.. And monday oso.
wth.
lalala~~..

I think i will go arcade tml.
DURING WORKING TIME.
I dun give a darn abt de managers and supervisor man.
I think i am de ONLY promoter who dare to walk in and out thru de door like nobody business.
And oso de ONLY promoter who went toliet for countless time and each trip last for more den 10 mins. HAHAS.

So bad la me!!..

Meeting wif P29 peeps is alway tt fun.
Even though tt de 2nd time ( ONLY) since we left PAE.

I dunno how to say leis.
We just feel super comfortable with each other.
We went for steamboat and neoprinting.
We din stop laughing for any minute. hahas.

SOmetime,
wat we doing is not de point.
What's matter who is de people involve.
I think we can be that fun too even when we are jus standing at anywhere.

Yups.
Hopefully we get to meet real soon k peeps!.. hehex..
O ya.. The day is just as simple. Jus a meal and that all.
But.. that the laughter and peeps that make it sooo special and fun.

Pics will be up when CF sent me. hehex

I am broke!!!..
But tt stupid boss say he will onli pay me aft i finish this assignment.
Grrrr..
And.. p29 is going for steamboat tml.
Lookin @ moi wallet.*Shake head*

Me: Ah yi~~~( wif moi most innocent eye)
Aunt: What tt expression?.. Wat u wan?
Me: U very good one hor??
Aunt: Stop.
Me: Yi~~~ lent me MONEY!!. (*grin @ her)
Aunt: Okay.
Me: 0.0
Aunt: $20 dollar.. pay me back $40.
Me: WTH!!.. U loanshark???
Aunt: Wan anot?.. (keepin back de cash)
Me: Aiyaya.. ok la ok la..

But i kapo another 5 dollar from her. But still have to pay her 40 dollar.
Wat a good deal. HUMPHS!!

Hmm.. Some of my frenz din get well for O level.
JIAYOU KAY!!!...

Anyway.. This release of O lvl result let me think back alot.
Esp de time wif P29 peeps.
And ya.. Jus chatted wid Elijah and Weiyi..
I cant imagine why we clicked so much.
And we jus tok on and on.

And i am sooo excited abt going back for cvd.
Cash Vanish Day according to Charmine.HAHAS.
Hmm.. And many ppl wanting/trying to go back.
Cuifang Elijah WEiyi and maybe Andy.
Woots!!!..
hahas

Not working today!..
So SHIOK!!.. hahas.

Tml O lvl result.
Ermm.. i think i noe wat to choose le bahs.

O ya.. jus received tt Elijeh's sms.
OMG.. He say he is free to go back for CVD..
I wanna buy 4D le la!!!!!.. hahas..
Cvd is real boring.. but for sake of those frenz..
well.. i will be there to show my face.
And to watch my ErHu Ban perform!!!.. OMG..
I cant imagine la..
We used to be sooo slack.. hahas..
SATURDAY!!~~

RAHHHHHHHHH..
O level result cuming out!!.
And day for me to choose COURSES!!..

I had been thinking for months.
Tourism and hotel management??
Or Accountancy?????..

Anyone can give advice?..
HAHAS..

Enuff of emo-ing.
I think i forget to blog abt Chinatown thingy la.
HAHS.
Yesterday is de opening ceremony for CNY i think. @ first is alright as in not tt much ppl.
But when it approach evening, OMG......
SO MANY PPL!!!!..

So ya. A normal distance which normally spent u 5 min to reach, we squeeze and spent 30 min to reach.
Esp all de aunties. They jus BUMP u off their way without saying excuse me.
And those uncles, who cum and trying to faint u wif their BO. Or 2nd hand cigar.
And all small and short children crying ard cos they can hardly breathe any fresh air but instead have their face very near to all de adult's butt. Poor them.

And i wonder why AngMo like dancing lion so much.
Thay simply jus stand infront of the row. And block off all de views of we those poor not-very-tall-asian. LOL

Woahhhh.. Damn tiring can.
~~~~~~~~~

Go partyworld wif my sis!!!..
And i sang alot of old and those i nv try b4.
Good one!!!..
Instead of all de old songs everytime i went for kbox.
And today's mic and echo is soooo good.
LOL..

Wrking tml!!..
SIANZZZ

What Lim Hwee Sian Means

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.
You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.
You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

I really dun like to start a conversation on9 wif : How life??

It jus mean..
I gt nothing to start on.
And..
Nothing to tok.

But sadly..
I realised,
I am using that more frequently,
to more ppl.

Or simply i can jus admit it.
I chat wif lesser ppl on9.
Much lesser.
SO much lesser.
HAHAS.
My msn quiet down without all those alerts.

Maybe i am a noisy person?
That why i hate silent?
I just need ppl around me to keep me occupied.
I need stuffs to fill up my free time.
I am just a weird ppl who need friends ard.
And i dun deny i will feel emo when there is NONE of them ard me now.

I get to noe alot of frens when i go to work.
Not because i am super outgoing or wat.
It is just because i dun like de feeling of being No Friends at a particular place.
Maybe i jus get too used to my jc life where i gt sooo many friends ard me wherever i go, whatever i do.
And when now, i am back to my original position.
Or instead, a new one.
I still couldnt adapt it.

I adapt well to everything. Maybe only this.
HAHAS.
And tt's bad!!..

OMG!!!... Damn emo la!!!.
Someone come and ~~kick moi ass~~ Knock on my head to STOP IT!!!

Hmm.. Went NP today wif dear WanTing~
Clash her econ lecture.
Hmm.. My brain is still working!!!!!..
I understand wat the lecturer says!.. Phew.

Den went for Open House.
Saw that kiasu Hanjun who go kapo ppl's goodie bag. BLEHS.
Den WanTing and i jus continue to rot there till 4pm!!..
Cos gt SPOP Mini concert.
Those camera SUCKS can.
I keep trying to avoid them until i get really sick of it.
Wateva.

Omg. I found out Poly is sooo diff frm JC life.
But isit better i wun noe.
But i am sooooo excited abt starting sch!!..
C'mon man!~

Jus read somebody's blog.
Someone i really detested.

I go to his blog cos of curiosity.
And hell, i regretted it sooo much la.
He SUCKS can.
Jus reading his intro make me wanna puke.
yeah PUKE.

Jus went on critcising on ppl esp those jc1.
O pls. U r ONCE a JC1 can.
I even saw u lost ur idiot way to classroom la.
And here you dared to comment on ppl.

Omg. No wonder i detest him so much.
His attitude sucks.
Bla~!

這一段時間有著什麼樣的畫面
喜怒哀樂全寫在日記裡面
發現每一頁全都是經典
所有的故事都值得紀念

*現實的考驗我們說好一起面對
不管多久多遠絕對不喊累
期待彼此更美好的陰天
我們說好誰也不放棄誰

*手牽著手(連成線最緊密的圓圈)
肩靠肩(每一刻都好像在身邊)
深呼吸做你最高的堡壘
風吹過的海邊雨水下過的季節讓我好想念

*我們之間不會有改變
相同的起點一瞬間變成了樂園
我們之間轉了一大圈相同的終點
會發現所有的心願會實現

Repeat＊

我們之間不會有改變
相同的起點一瞬間變成了樂園
我們之間轉了一大圈
相同的終點會發現所有的心願

我們之間 oh 一瞬間變成了樂園
我們之間轉了一大圈
相同的終點會發現
所有的心願會實現會實現

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Totally in love wif this song.
Esp the lyric.
Super got 感触。
FOLLOW CLOSELY DE LYRIC!..
Meaningful one. :)

RAHHH.. I am so damn shock by de speed i read chinese book man!!..

I nv slow down even though i havn been reading for months.

And ya, i shld stop buying books!!!..

I bought 2 from Kino. And i finished them!..

I book merely last me for 2 days. When i am travelling.

I will be broke if i continue to buy. hahas.

Ytd slept damn late.
Jus within half an hr after i fell aslp, i received a msg from Lijing.
Totally shocked and not knowing wat to do, i smsed Tian.

No reply.
No matter how tian and i sms her.

She is fine now.
Through her blog.
And she only say it on her blog.
Refusing to jus return any call or smses.
I am grate that she is fine but...
I dunno.

LiJING
>I am not trying to blame you for anything, i understand you got your prob to deal wif.
I understand you wan to be alone.
But, a sms is not too much to ask for.
Tian and me cant get to sleep after tt.
And are still thinking abt it de whole day.
We jus need to know, u are alright.

I read tian de blog.
She meant well. Every words and sentence jus show that she cared.
And u are little harsh on ur word.
When tian say abt ur frenz. She is not being GANGSTER.
She jus feel abit angry abt how ur fren treated u.
She climb out of her bed @ 230am after receiving ur msg jus to read ur blog to find out wat happen to u.

HAis,
Wateva it is. It a good thing u are alright.
Please. Think over it again.
Whether someone who cause problem and saddness to u is worth for u to do such thing.
We can try tp persuade u but nothing gonna help unless u urself think abt it..

Finally back frm work.
3 days to go.
JIAYO~U~~

I canot recall wat i done. HAHAS.
I think i am experimenting de PIANO.
Yeps. How nice is it if i know how to play piano.
That had been moi DREAM nor.
But forget it, abit late to start liao.
Should look forward for GUITAR!!..
RARHHH...

Saw Sharon @ Mrt Station.
Din tok much cos she was wif her frenz..
Erm ya.

will update moi chinese blog later

Having a very bad headache now.
And i see everything blur now. Gosh.
Stars ard me. lol.
I cant even open moi eye fully.
My head weigh abt 100kg now.

I think i slp head to my dear bed.

I dun even noe how i pass moi 8 hrs today.
HAHAS.
Maybe staring in space.
Maybe living in moi own lala world.
Maybe jus looking @ de countless ppl who walked past me.
Maybe jus visit de toliet?
Maybe jus chatted wif anyone i can find there.

U will be shocked how time past, and how stingy it is cos it nv slow down.

Anyway.. Pls be a courteous shopper next time u shop.
I hate those ppl who is itchy hand.
But sadly, most of de shoppers is.
They will jus walk past de wagon and start exercising their hand by flipping anything and everything on it.
And off they go. Pretending they dun know that there is someone who have to help to clear up de debris they create behind jus bcos of their curiosity and borediness.

And i bought a book 2 days ago.

It is sooooo nice!!.. lol.

I love Taiwan's novel!!!!

RAHHHHH..
Stupid hamster jus runaway from their cage!!!..
I tot is COCKROACH la..
Scared me sia!!!...

Sucks man.
Tml got to wrk again.
RAHHHH..
8 days to go.
And i am free from de damn boring BHG!.
Wakakaka..
....
8 days.
HAISZZ..

Duhs.
Jus now dc for about half an hour nor.
Lousy internet.
And OMG!!.
The time now is 2.30am!!!!!..
I think i will be sick tml. HAHAS.
It had been a long time since i keep thinking tt I AM SICK.

Let's be POSITIVE!!..
8 hr will pass very fast rite?
Cya den!

RAHHHHHHHHHH..
I should be on leave tml!!!!!..
But tt replacement say she canot make it tml..
NONONOOOO..
There is no way for me to go for wrk tml!!!..
I will call up de boss to tell him that there will be no one to help him looking after tt freaking idiot wagon tml.
BLEAHSS.
but omg.
I think they need ppl tml. I DUN CARE.
Lets see wat de boss say tml.
PRAY FOR ME!!!!!..

Anyway.. Another promoter come to help.
And she is sooo funny nor.
Most imptly, we CLICKED.
Gemini GIRL!
hahas.

Hmm.. i think i spent less den 4 hrs stand at my wagon la.
But almost all de time i was wif her chatting and toking and playing piano.
LOL.

NEVER WRK FOR BHG FOR WEEKDAYS!!!..
damn quiet wif NO PPL AROUND.
So ya.
Run if u get this job okay!..
LOL

Getting sick of my job le!!!
Luckily i have XinZhi there den i can go down and tok crap with her!!
Erms.. And i get to know frens!..
Well, i am real sianz la.
But fine!!! For de sake of money! I shall continue to de end of 14days!!. $.$

I really super worry abt myself la!!
I am so 三分钟热度！！！
>.<

Zy asked me whether i will be back for YJ de CVD..
and it let me remb so much!!..
And ya.. I miss that time nor.
RAHHHHH..
But sadly, things will never ever repeat itself again.
>.<
Gathering oso seem hard. =(((

And many ppl bd cuming!!.
Nvm, i shall jus chip in. Cos i dunno how to buy present la!..

And tt sharon get 132 for IQ quiz..
I am sooooo ~~ANGRY~~ envy la!!!
No wonder she is in JC..
HumphS!!!..

Oh.. no wonder i nv score very well in studies.Cos i am only Very Smart.HUMPH~~!!No fair!!..Moi frenz get 117 which is BRILLIANT!. hahas

Hmmm.. Does going to a new environment hard for me?
Nope, I dun think so.
I think the thing that is hard for me is the fact that i am so darn faraway from frenz.

Ermx.
That time was toking to LiJing, she asked who is my best friend till now.
I got no answer.
Wat is BEST FRIEND?
The one who alway keep contact?
The one who did help me alot?
The one who understand me most?
Or, the one who noe all my secret?
Maybe, it is de 1st person that cums into ur mind when u not feel that normal?

Chatted wif another promoter today,
she is saying how her friends treated her and how all these caused her to be A loner.
Well, that really sad ya?
No wonder she hardly talk to anyone, and i am de one who make de initative to go up and tok to her.
Looking at her, i realised how fortunate i am to know so many great friends.
Even though i nv have a really best one who i usually call up when i am down or someone who will call me up when she was not happy.
But i am very lucky le rite?
At least i have friends ard me and some of them is those great frenz who wun hesitate when i ask for help.
And i really grated that i get to know of all these frenz. =)

I think tt promoter appear for a reason.
It is to kill moi emo cell, maybe not all but at least let me realise how fortunate i am to get to know some really great friends.

but still, i am searching for that best friend.
i need time to noe how to be one and to search for one.

Maybe i get too free during work.
And moi mind jus go wild thinking abt many thing.

I was thinking,
how long did i nv contact moi sec sch frenz?
And even JC frenz?

I nv want to get distant from them.
Or even, extend de differences btw us further.
But..
The fact is alway opposite.

It is true that we are distant.
It is true that there are differences in watever we doing now.

And ya.. I alway try to stop thinking abt it by finding things to do.
Hmmm.. I dun think it success.
Cos i still end up blogging all these out.

Hmm..
I get self sufficient very easily.
I can get super happy jus by receiving one sms from frenz.
But during new year. I received more den 12 smses.
That why i alway grated i entered JC. ^.^

> Thanks sharon for ur sms!..
U nv noe how tt msg make my day!~
Love ya!!..

就算失败了一百遍
不管剩下多少时间
最遥远的距离
就是当我说放弃
即使幸福已经很近
不需要安慰的字句
就算需要很多运气
我永远不放弃
拥有幸福的权利
等你愿意我就愿意
就在第一百零一遍
当我慢慢睁开眼
喔　也许你就会出现
失败了一百零一遍
也要不断的许愿
神啊　再给我些时间
每一遍都是新的体验
一转眼又跨了一年
昨天的每一天
都是为了要让自己
到明天更勇敢一点
就在第一百零一遍
当我慢慢睁开眼
喔　也许你就会出现
要在第一百零一遍
和你再爬高一点
这世界最高的花园
就在第一百零一遍
当我慢慢睁开眼
喔　也许你就会出现
要在第一百零一遍
和你再爬高一点
这世界最高的花园
就在第一百零一遍
一定要一起看见
全世界最美的画面
就在第一百零一遍
我们要一起看见
这世界最高的花园
神啊　再给我些时间

A more Happy SOng!!..
I lov this song kay!.. lol

O ya. I saw a few chinese book in Kini!!..
I gonna BUY them!!..
lalalas.

Hmm..
My leg is dam pain.
LOL.
I hate Bugis man!!!..
So many ppl la!!.. I can hardly find any place to sit for my dinner.
Poor me!!..

It can be quite boring sumtime.
Esp when there are not much ppl ard.
But i like to interact with ppl nor.
So many diff type of ppl. kekex.
So when i am free, i went to my lala world. Or go jalan ard or chatted wid other promoter.

I nv noe Barney is so popular.
All kids jus HUG de blanket wif it character and refuse to let go.
haha. SO CUTE LA THEY ALL!..

arghhhh.. onli 2nd day!!..
12 days to go!!..
WooTS!.

I have a interest in writting chinese things.

AND IT NOW DISAPPEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMFG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

I going CRAZY!!!!
OMG!!!!!..
Everything jus DISAPPEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..
f**k!!!!!

RAHH..
1st day of work!..
Hmm.. Okay nor!!.. Jus stand there onli. hahas.
Easy rite?
YEAH OF COS. If u can tahan for 8 hrs. And ya. I think i could.
No problem @ all. Jus abit boring.
The place dun have much ppl.
But i enjoy watching ppl. And toking to ppl.
Even to small kids!.. they are fun can!!..

Hmm.. 2 weeks~
I can de rite?.. YEAH!. hopefully!

LiJing!!!..
Stop scaring my guts out kay. I dun have much left!.
And ya.. Feel free to jus find TianTian or me!.. We will try to help if we can.
At least, we could accompany you!.
So please dun do silly thing!.. Take good care of urself ok!!..
Things will get betta de dun wry!..
And TianTian and i will support wateva decision u make which u think de best for urself!..
So yeah, Takecare okay!

RAHH..
No ECP. Cos of the stupid weather.
So we went Changi Airport. We act like some mountain turtle nor. =x

I super lazy to explain.
Maybe go their blog to see see. hahas.

Anyway.. decide to go work.
Intro by ShiTong. A frenz i noe during my 1st job. *winks
Only last for 2 weeks la.
Rather den keep doing de same thing, i might as well try out noew job!.
And maybe after tt, i can go mengxiu there wrk oso?.. hehex.

That LiJing is crazy for food and Tian is crazy for Gary nor.
These 2 crazy gurl!..
hahas.

Okay. i super lazy to type. =x
cya

Have been watch Bleach for de past few days.
And i get tired of it.
Esp after all those exciting fight they have, now is all small small matter.
Not fun liao. Think shld stop until i get the addiction on anime again~

Anyway.. Tml going to ECP with Tian2 and LiJing.
Cool~~
Kinda of excited oso!..
Guess we will have a great time there. =))
And tt de last day of fun!.
I shall guai guai go for the career fair and grab a job there on de 4th Jan!..

OMG. I cant open my eye completely nor..
I think i will have to crawl out of my bed tml.

And And!!..
Sunblock tml!!..
I want to stay fair for CNY!.
Layers of sunblock shld help rite?. kekex.

Spent moi day @ home rotting and flipping newspaper for jobs. Okay. Shall save that part.

Den Meet Lijing and tiantian foe kfc!..
@ carpark.
HAHAS. Dam weird.

Den went tt hse. Tried Wine. Yucks!! not very nice. hahs.
But her doggy Jaysea is Cute!.. lol..

Simple and nice day.

=========================

Maybe i shld be grateful tt things went betta in my family instead of going worst.

I can still remember how i have to cope wif my parent quarrel everyday becos of the stupid-est thing. When both of my sis is dam small and i hav to ask them to stay in their room while i will stay outside to make sure my parent wun kill each other.

And how we are being locked outside de door whenever we went home. Worrying abt how we going to get in to take our schoolbags.

I never ever told anyoone abt all these. Not even moi best and close frenz.
But ya. I did went thru all these stupid thing.
And i was onli pri 3 then. All these jus continue for years even till i am in sec sch.

So wat even when everything is back to normal and back to peace?
All those cruel and harsh word hurled out of the adults mouth is enough to hurt a 9 years old child.

Maybe tt why i cant seem to trust ppl tt much.
I see how adults misunderstand each other.
And tt de stupid misunderstanding tt caused all these.