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Saturday, May 31, 2008

Back from the HORRIBLE ITR test.
super horrible. =x

i think i am dead.
Flunked, screwed.
LOL.

Ask me abt the test and i will BITE U!!!..
RAH~~






//
i will spare myself a couples of minutes from ITR..
(even thou i never really spending alot of time on it)

I wil stay up to 2am today.
I THINK SO..

Will flip thru notes and textbook again b4 heading to bed.
I cant squeeze anything into my brain liao.
Overloading of information.
ARGHHH~

NP is damn cruel to students.
Cos they make us mug on fri and back to face hell on saturaday.

God Bless Me. =D

> jus wanna say.. i treasure it lots.
yea, damn lot.
comments from others isnt that important. =)

i treasure those i said I MISS U.
i treasure those who care to say hi online.
i treasure those who asked how are u.
i treasure those who sms u and ask where are u cos they are jus in the area.
i treasure those who bother to send u a silly sms.
i treasure those who bother to reply ur sms even though their sms is going to burst.
i treasure those who try to crap with me when i am so damn boring.
i tresaure those who ask ARE U OKAY when i dun sound rite.


Friday, May 30, 2008

Back from IS.

ITS SUCKS.
I HATE LMS FROM LAST LESSON ONWARD.

I going to be DEAD.
DEADDEADDEADDEADDEADDEADDEAD~~

cos.. TML IS ITR!!..
wth i am doing here?
*faint*

i going to DU SHU!!!!~~





//
ITR COMMONTEST!!..

Haven start studying!!!..
Finished assignment FINALLY..

OMGOMGOMGOMG~~~!!!!!!..

my grandma gonna kill me if i PS her again.
Cos i ask her to cook my favourite DISH!!!

OMGOMGOMG. HOWHOW.

DUHS..
I am so GANCHIONG now. =p




i think i will score bad bad bad bad bad for my common test T.T


Thursday, May 29, 2008

TADAAA~~
Pics up!!..

Sentosa day!! edit abit of sharpness and brightness only.
I TOOK everything!!!!..
With my HANDPHONE!!..
Loves this picture man. HAHAS


Opp my ah ma hse.LOL
This is so damn funny.
Went CWP with my aunt.
And she die die want a shirt with S size. But.. no stock.
The one and only is on the model.
She canot find promoter.
And that what she do to the model.
ON THE SPOT. BREAK her 2 arms and NAKED IT!!..
Gosh. i am laughing like hell that time.
Everyone is looking at her when she is doing something so obsence. LOL
SEE BELOW!!

Tml going back to sch for ITR.

I gt.. no comment.

Cya.



Wednesday, May 28, 2008

Good Bye - L2M


saw this at someone's blog.

地震发生那天正好是距08年08月08日奥运会还差88天,也是巧合?
真是佩服李白,
在唐朝就知道今年奥运,还有地震!

暮苍山兰舟
无落霞缀清
年叶落缘分
水微漾人却

and i realised.
5月12日
5+1+2 = 8!!!!!!

WOAHHHHHH..!!!!





//
After 9 hours of slp..
I am back infront of my comp. OMG.
It is like so damn no life.
I will start pulling ppl out when holiday. (provided i can find ppl to pull.LOL)

Finally i can find some time to call de helpdesk for my poor epson printer.
I am waiting for the ppl to call me back man.

Work CHECK.

ITR: class work on thurs.
BMGT: DONE
ITB: 2 qns from tut 6 and dunno wat. want to finish BY TODAY!!..
FMM : Left 1 question. want to finish BY TODAY.
MAEC: tut 6. UNDONE!!.. >.< color="#ff0000" size="4">FIRST TEST; SATURDAY!!!!!!!!!!!


>> Oh yeah. I think i screwed up the ITR quiz. It is so horrible. Answer canot be found in lecture note. TERRIBLE. Grooming course. Alright. I am complaining abt the shoes and skirt all de time. Took pics. and i look damn weird. That trainer keep asking me to change my spec. 'Change to red. That's colour suit u' I wanted to ask: Mdm, is purple okay?.. LOL. Alway fell aslp on bus. -.- E learning hmwrk ALOT.. gosh man. Tml gonna pia!!!.. > i will nv ever do it again.
I feel like some idiot who find trouble for myself.
Who cares man?
I am not going to care.
i am not going to think abt stupid things ever again.
And get lost.


Monday, May 26, 2008

Back from Suntec thingy..
It is like sooo.. ( no comment)
It is nice.. really.. but not so until i have to wake up so early just to visit there.

Meet with MIS in the morning.
I am in my lala world the whole journey. LOL

Den when i am wondering where to go after that TOUR~~..
i heard the word 'KBOX'!!
Since i miss kbox so badly.. I WENT!!..
With weiting and laoren.
Laoren sing very nice.. Weiting sing very HIGH..

Lotsa of F4~~
I went : ZAIZAI!!!~~
WT went: JERRYY!!!~~
Laoren went: SHUAIX~~

Oh!!.. This is the first time we 3 ~go together. ^.^

Den went jalan with wt..
trying to look for FORMAL shoes.
But ya.. end up we like some very INFORMAL shoes.
As very guaix girls, we decided to just focus on formal shoes.
However.. we end up nothing. LOL..

I decided to go Admiralty to look for shoes.
Too tired to see or what..
I just asked the salesgirl : which is the biggest here?
Den i went on choosing one.
I HECK CARE MAN!!..
I hate buying things i dun like.

I hate tml.
Seriously.. i hate it..
ITR quiz which i am so NOT prepare..
Grooming course which is sooo damn lame and boliao. And i have to wear those..
only-once-and-never-again- skirt shirt and SHOES..

LOL.
That LOUSY USER keep dc.
Chat abit dc.. send song oso dc..
lousy user use lousy comp~~..
lousy user = VP = lamer = BH..
HAHAHHAHAAHAHS.


Sunday, May 25, 2008

See la.. Butt itchy sia me..
Why so kpo go tag along when my uncle is going sentosa to sell ice cream for some event?..
LOL.
Anyway.. went there with my cousins and aunt and mum and uncle.

The sun is again.. OMGOSH-LY SUPER SUPER HOT!!..
I am like 'ARGHHHHHHHHH SUN!!!!!!!' the whole day.
Cos ya. i am call as 见光死..
Den i refused to step out of the shelter even though i should be there helping out.
I jus stick my butt onto the chair with my DOREAMON water bottle under the shelter. LOL.

FINALLY!!!..
IT RAIN~~~~~
I am like so damn happy to see the sky become darker.. darker and den.. THUNDER!!..
And i went: OMG~~~ IT IS RAINING!!! =DDDDDDD..

U think i will get off my butt to help out?
NONONO.
I get off my butt to the beach and PLAY with my cousin!..
I love the sea
I love the sky.
I love the sand.
But.. i seriously.. hate the weather. IT IS HUMID~~

For the whole day..
I walked here and there..
Played with sand..
Washed my hand with seawater..
Write idiot words on the beach..
Laugh at my sisters and cousins who is helping out..
Nagged about the hot weather..
Complain how hungry i am..
Wasting my uncle's ice cream.. cos i eat it. ^^

Yeah..
I enjoyed my day!!!..
Even though.. the weather sucks.
It have been a long time since we went out like that..
And i really miss it~~!!..

I have a great family!!



//
Slacked whole day.
Den went to my ah gong and ah ma hse.
Long time nv saw ah gong liao..
I MISS HIM ALOT!..

eh..
I dunno..
But he seem weaker. Yeah..
Somehow..
I feel so damn sad when i saw him feeling tired that easily.
I feel so damn sad when i saw him taking his medicine which is ALOT.
I feel so damn upset when he refuse to go to doctor when we ask him to.

He will get better.
yeah.. much BETTER.


** I love my ah gong and ah ma soooo much that..
i can imagine life without them.
So.. they will 长命百岁~~
I pray so.


Saturday, May 24, 2008

tan xin - evon&klein








Everything can be improve.
I believe it..
And hopefully.. it will really happen.
We learn while we move forward..
I am learning.. hence.. i am moving forward. ^^

Sometimes, u are the only one u can trust.
Never rely on others and expect more from them.
On the other hand..
Expect more from yourself because.. u can only trust yourself.



Friday, May 23, 2008

End school early.
Dun ask me abt LMS if not i will ROAR AT U.
I will COMPLAIN and TRANSFER all my anger onto u man. =D

Koped from Miss M blog.
I am so damn sian


01. If you have a choice, which language do you want to learn? Why?
- Japanese and korean. can watch anime and drama without SUB!

02. What do you want the most now?
- Score well. Friends and families in good health.

03. Who are the people you trust most?
- EH?.. No idea.

04. Do you think you're confident enough?
- Some area only.

05. Five characteristics that you can NEVER tolerate.
1) Haolian
2) scold vulgur for nothing.
3) act pro.
4) Make use of people.
5) Let me think~~~

06. What's your goal for this year?
- SCORE WELL PLSS.

07. Ten things about you.
-1) I loves purple even though ppl say it is a gay colour.
2) My lappie is my husband
3) I am cheena
4) Forever online.
5) Crappy most of the time
6) I love my friends and family.
7) Downloading song is my hobby.
8) Addicted to Kbox and partyworld. And will start carving for it after 3 weeks.
9) Abusing my sisters is my entertainment.
10) I am just what i am.

08. What feeling do you like the most?
- HAPPY!!..

09. What are your requirements for your other half?
- no smoking. taller and older den me. not boring and humourous. ( so same wif miss M)

10. What do you hate the most?
- EMO~~ and feel not happy =CC

11. Do you cherish every single friendship?
- YES everyone.

12. What do you want the most now?
- GO OUTTTT..

13. What do you think are the most important things of your life?
- Friends, families, health, food. HAHAS

14. Who do you hope to be always there for you?
- Families and Friends

15. Who are your best friends?
- I gt many GOOD FRIENDSS!!

16. Who cares for you the most?
- O: My aunt, mum and ah ma.

17. Other than yourself, who do you trust the most?
- still myself.

18. Who make you smile when you're down?
- some of my friend and.. myself.

19. If god allow you to have one and only wish, and it's going to be fulfilled, what will itbe?
- get what i wish in the future. HAHAS

20. What will you like to do when you're with your the other half?
- I'll tell u when i have one. ^^

Feel like going out.
Jus.. go out.
Not for school, not for learning trips, not for tutorials.
Just.. feel like spenting time WITHOUT schoolwork.



//
I am so pissed with my LMS grpmates!..
How can they do thing so last minute.

In the end..
Jacintha and me are chionging it in the middle of the night.
Cos they fail to do what they shld.

PISSED.
NVM!!..
Finished everything at 1.30am!!.. WTH!!

Going to slp le.


Thursday, May 22, 2008

Today lesson ended at 11.30am!!!..
WooHooo..
No ITB. SHIOKKK..

Went to canteen 1 with MIS.
Japanese and Fruiti. CoOl man~~ LOL
Den slacked at Atrium. ^^

2pm.
MIS went for lesson.. I WENT HOME.
So pissed with the bus.
Took like half an hour to come. Grrrr..

Dozed off in the bus.
ZzZzZzz.
Decided to come home.. take a shower, slack awhile den go my aunt hse for dinner.

LMS project NOT DONE!!..
And is due tml!!.. *faint*

ITR Quiz on tues.. And i havent study!!
*faint*

ITB PBL proposal due on Sunday.
*faint*

Biz Mgt and ITRakaFMM project.. Haven even start!!!!!..
*faint*

Common test in 2 weeks time!! *faint*


Wednesday, May 21, 2008

The weather nowaday is HELLLL..
The sun is OMGOSH-ly HOTTTTTTT..

No mood to study man!!..
And that MR KIASU is making me damn guilty.
Cos when i am msn-ing, tv-ing and rotting..
HE IS STUDYIN!!.. *faint*


Tuesday, May 20, 2008

School end @ 1pm!!..
Den went to SIM with AH MIN~
Nice food. And chatted alot with her oso.
I wonder why everyone have to same reaction when i told them the matter. And will always ask me to do the same thing.

Den went to lib with Miss S to wait for Miss M and Miss I to go Kranji This Fashion.
NAHS. the shirts and skirts and pants is....but no choice.
I enjoyed the music there INSTEAD of shopping there.
Come along with this song..
My favourite YEARS ago.
Somehow.. i miss this song again.


我曾深刻体会 
对爱感到胆怯
还好有懂我的你 
给我安慰
看你失落的脸 
又再为爱憔悴
我心痛的感觉竟如此的强烈
眼角的泪 
它给过谁
伤透了心 
也无所谓
我会愿意 
静静地 
陪在你身边
如果说爱 
已不可为
那我宁愿 
藏心里面
其实我害怕会失去你的感觉
怎么会开始对你有了感觉
又深怕朋友默契转身不见
矛盾着犹豫不决
没准备 
跨越爱的界线
怎么会开始对你有了感觉
深陷朋友恋人之间的危险
进与退 
被爱包围 
谁犯规 
都狼狈
谁能解围 
让一切完美
你和我 
拥抱瞬间 
不后悔 
这暧昧
星光唯美 
把爱放心里面

Imeem gt prob!!.. Shall post the song next time
*winks*









//


Mum: Why u wear like this?
Me: HUH?
Mum: You going school huh?
Me: Ya why?
Mum: Why u wear as if u going market??
Me:...
Me: Cos i am going to school ONLY..

Aunt: Where u come from?
Me: Singapore..
Aunt: No.. i mean u come from ur hse ar?
Me: No ar..
Aunt: Den?
Me: SCHOOL LA!!.. why leis?
Aunt: U wear like as if u come from home.
Me: -.-\\\

HELLO!!!~~~
GOT SO BAD MEHS!!!..
Fine~ Only a tshirt and short pant.
But still.. i am only going to school.
NOT FASHION SHOW RITE?
=DDDD


Monday, May 19, 2008

OMG LA..
I am like some old ah ma who is unable to sleep long nowadays.
After merely 8 hrs, i woke up and doing nothing!!!..
I want to sleep longer de nor~
But haiya.. dunno why i will just wake up. SHIT LIKE HELL.

LUCKY today no BMGT tutorial ar!!..
Saw de announcement la.. today tutorial we shld be showing tutor our project de nor.
NOE WHAT??..
We freaking haven start anything man!!.. OMGOSHH..

Emo kia want us to finish our proposal for PBL by today.
Seriously, i think what i write is crap nor. Shall edit it again later.
Den tml gt ITB presentation.
WHAT THE HELLLLLL..

I haven bought my FORMAL wear.
I haven start on revision.
I haven finish my tutorials.
I haven finish my project.
and.. i am missing kbox. HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHS.



//

The time now is 2.11am man.
Just finish ITB tut and FMM tut, filling in blanks for my FMM lecture notes.
Saw the date for MAEC test. Abit.. freaked out.
Yeah.. i am. Cos i just give up on MAEC tutorial which i cant seem to understand.

Crapped with Ricky online just now.
Well, i noe him since pri sch sia!!.. PRIMARY SCH!!..
He is one of them that i can crap with.
I think i used to chat with R for hrs.
Well, offtracked.

- you dunno,
yeah.. u really dunno.
should i let u noe?





//

I slacked the whole day. arghh.. nvm.
Chatting with retarded sharon!!...
And she is teaching ppl maths thru MSN la.





HUMPH!!.. see la.. why last time nv teach me??



And she give me this!!..

Retarded sharon say Hwee Sian is retarded!!

-sometime u just need a simple chat with someone to forget something, even it is only for that few minutes.

It do matter.



Sunday, May 18, 2008

Went to orchard with MIS ytd just for TUTORIAL.
That's really stupid. But well.. cant help it.
Looking at the features of the events took us less than 45mins.
Den went to Cinei to have my FAVOURITE!!.. SUBWAYY..

Ps ar IVY!!.. Fish Zinger NEXT TIME!..

We chatted and head home.
LOL.

I realised i have a very bad memory in remember things,
I cant remember what really happen the whole day. DUHHH.

ITS SUNDAY!!..
And i just finish watching 1 Litre Of Tears.
It is a really really touching drama.
And yeah. I cried man!!.. WTH!!..

Well, again..
I am feeling dam guilty.
Tests is merely 2 weeks from now, and i am still watching drama ignoring my tutorials and lecture notes.
>.<










//
天灾~
四川也好,
缅甸也好。
同样夺走上千上万的人命。

也许是当我们在吃饭的时候,
也许是当我们在上课的时候,
也许我们在和朋友聊天的时候。

在世界的另一边,
在天摇地动的一瞬间,
有许多许多许多人在那一秒里,
失去生命,失去微笑,失去再看见明天太阳的权利。

原来人们在天灾的面前竟是那么无助,
怨天,
怨地。
哭天,
唤地。
都换不回亲人的一句回应,
换不回失去生命的人再一次的呼吸。

远在另一边的我们,
爱莫能助。
看着电视,
看着那里的人热泪盈眶,
看着那里满目荒凉。
除了在心里感叹,
什么也没能做。

获得不易,
失去,
却那么轻易。
一瞬间,
有人失去父母,孩子。
失去家园,
失去一切。

在这边的我们,
可能至少可以学会珍惜一切。


Saturday, May 17, 2008

Dont try to ask me questions that i wont answer.
When i refuse to tell,
I have my very own reason.

I will say what i can and what i wish,
but not other.
Yeah.. this is me.

Looking at pictures and scene from szechuan make ppl emo.
Yeah.. I am abit emo now.
It is really... bad.
So bad ..that i am totally stunned by the number of peoples died.

Pardon me if i canot crap today. =x

[ disappointed.
Yeah. alittle.
i tot.. ya..
but.. u din. nvm~]


Friday, May 16, 2008

actually..
i wont be interested to watch
without you.





//
DIAOXXXX..
On the way to school..
i received a sms from YuenTeng that LMS LESSON IS CANCELLED.
And i was already a few stops to NP.
Sound silly to head home.. So now at canteen 1..
Going to print notess ( again..)
And slack in library till whenever-i-feel-like-going-home.

Watching One Litre Of Tears recently.
VERY NICEEE!!..
I am going to continue to watch it in de lib.

BRB!



//
Yeah.. It's friday!!..
Just finished reading through my ITB past lecture notes.
HORRIBLE!..
I realised i had been slacking and nv fill in any blanks for 4 lectures.
SCOLD MEEE!!!.. =C

Monday is PH.
Guess~~ Home for tutorials and project again.
NO LIFE NO LIFE.
> women~ yeah.. feel free to call me if u wanna kajiao me.
I cant help much la. hahas. cos i am not experienced.
But.. choose whatever u want whoever u like.
Nothing is wrong or correct in this case~ ^^
Just dun regret!
~ maybe yes, maybe no.
Frankly, i got no idea.
What has passed, is the past yeah?
maybe this is the best.
yeah.. this should be the best.


Thursday, May 15, 2008



一盏黄黄旧旧的灯 时间在旁闷不吭声
寂寞下手毫无分寸 不懂得轻重之分
沉默支撑跃过陌生 静静看着凌晨黄昏
你的身影 失去平衡 慢慢下沉

黑暗已在空中盘旋 该往哪我看不见
也许爱在梦的另一端 无法存活在真实的空间

*想回到过去 试着抱你在怀里
 羞怯的脸带有一点稚气
 想看你的看的世界 想在你梦的画面
 只要靠在一起就能感觉甜蜜

 想回到过去 试着让故事继续
 至少不再让你离我而去
 分散时间的注意 这次会抱得更紧
 这样挽留不知还来不来得及 想回到过去

 思绪不断阻挡着回忆播放 盲目的追寻仍然空空荡荡
 灰濛濛的夜晚睡意又不知躲到哪去 一转身孤单已躺在身旁

Repeat *

沉默支撑跃过陌生 静静看着凌晨黄昏
你的身影 失去平衡 慢慢下沉 想回到过去

// In ourspace with MIS!!.. slacked around and was watching drama while..

Miss S trying to end her CATS assignment.

Miss I is blogging.

Miss M is.. stretching her leg FACING ME!! -.-

One hour of lesson later and i will be back home!!!!..

TILL THEN~~~ BRB!



Wednesday, May 14, 2008

OMG la..
Damn sad.
Abt the SzeChuan Earthquake.
'death toll exceeds 12,000 with more than 9,000 buried under rubble'

School kid buried under de 废墟。
Even hospital collasped.
It is sooooo SAD!!

GOGOGO watch news if u HAVEN.
It is really SAD.





Suddenly,
I feel so blessed and fortunate
that i am sitting infront of the tv watching news.
I am able to chiong for tutorials.
I am able to worry about projects.
I am able to know what i am going to do tomorrow,
and knowing that it will be a brand new day everyday i open my eyes.
Yeah~
what is tutorials and projects when compared to the situation the China people are facing?
Simply.. NOTHING.
Even if i am completely broke and left only bread and plain water..
I am still much more fortunate than them.
Cos i have a roof above me.. i have friends and family living with me.
Just some thought after looking at the news. ^^






//
I never go for scc.. =pp
Went home with MIS today.
Chatted with Ivy for de WHOLE JOURNEY.
We laugh and laugh and laugh.
We chat and chat and chat.

oh. brb


Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Tuesday is sianz.
Start off with ITB workshop.. while emo kia and laoren are doing research.. i am chatting online.
And that MISS S ACCUSED me for keeping guy's pictures.
I DIDNT OKAY!!..
den that EMO KIA BEAT MY HEAD WIF HER FILE!!..
Oh pls.. i am 1 year older den her nor. But she alway act as if she is de OLDEST. LOL.

Den ITR lecture.
Manage to talk to Miss I and Miss M like.. 3 sentences?.. LOL.
Still, busying msn-ing Miss S.
I finally understand why Miss S canot click with her class.
Miss S class = full of bimboos.
They are sitting behind me throughout the lecture, and what i can hear is their laughter.
They just simply LAUGH at everything and ANYTHING.
I am like -.- can they shut up abit?
IT'S LECTURE!! NOT KOPITIAM!!

Went Alumni resturant and saw lalas.
Nvm.. food is nice.

Print notes with miss S after lesson.
Seriously, her lappy is very lag. -.-
HAHAS.
On the way back.
we just CHAT CHAT CHAT CHAT~~

Saw LIJING just now.
HEYS GIRL!! TAKE CARE oKAYS!
Dun feel too stress man u can do it de nor!!..
I miss u lots~~~!!..
Again.. take good good good care of urself.
See you real soon okay?


Monday, May 12, 2008

I am damn sian.
Somehow.. My engine are turned off. -.-
This is really bad man.
Nvm.. i shall try to turn it ON tml. I can't afford to OFF it. =x

I am soooo weird.
Yeah.
I ADMIT!!!!!...
And from Ivy's blog~~~~~~~~
And from my undestanding after knowing her for like 4 year~~~~~~~~
SHE IS WEIRD OSO!!!..

I shall know more when we have the chance to chat more.
And she is going to chase after me. -.-
Been long long time since we really CHATTED. ANG IVY!!.. SAW IT?
LOL.

HweeSian is declared as dead from this moment onward.


YJCO CONCERT
Sunday, May 11, 2008

I am sianzzz..
By all the Projects and Tutorials.
I HATE PBL..
I dun even noe what a company need and how all the system work so how the hell i am going to find the info?..
I search, i read, i find, but.. i really dunno which is a better one and which is a suitable one.
Cos everything is just alien to me.
I dun care le. I just going to dump everything i wait till meeting and we shall discuss.
//
> They make a difference in my life. Whether it is a temporary or a long term one.
But.. it feel good when u went back and hear peoples shouting your name.
I din forget.. and they din oso.
It is amazing how we can joke around the moment we meet after MONTHSSSS.
HuiYu ask me : when can we meet again??
That's a very good qns. I guess it will be MONTHSSSS after yesterday oso.
Thanks man.
I quited YJC like AGESSSS ago.
But when they say 133.. they include me.
When they say Er Hu Ban.. they oso include me.
I am not emo.
Pls dun msn me and say i am emo-ing.
I am just.. feeling thankful.
Standing in my place~
U will feel so damn blessed that u made the decision to spend ur 6 months in YJC.
////
K.. PICTURES UP!!!.. roses!.. kiasu Jiaqi took 4!!
me jingwen jiaqi irene and MAD!!
plus joonwei wenqi and LIU PO, mel!!.
SMILEE

Jiaqi Jingwen JoonWei and me. 3 J 1 H!!
plus Zhiyue and Irene
Me and HuiYu ( she dun like to SMILE!! =)
AH REN AND MEEE.




Peiying
sheena
VP!!!.. Zhiyue have LOUSY skill!!!..


yeah. only-can-see-when-playing-bass vp. LOL


=D i noe u MISS ME!!
PohGeok and Aileen!
Yanjie
Irene

SL sheldby!!
















//

Went YJCO de concert.
Saw my beloved ER HU BANG!..
THEY ROX MAN!!!..
And ya.. the VP!!..
Who is only-can-see when he playing bass. HAHAS.
GOOD JOBS MAN!!!

I enjoyed my few hours with my jc peeps, or for some, few moments. hahs
However, i cant rush back for ITR discussion and so here i am CHIONGING ppt.
I finally finished it at 3.30AM!!.. That's the opportunity cost i have to bear when i go for concerts but not discussion.
SORRY AH MIN AND EMO KIA.

Anyway.. lotsa of pics to be up. LOL
But of cos not now.
I am going to sleep..
i am so damn tired la.



Saturday, May 10, 2008



Nice song!!!..
I like the voice of WU JIA HUI!..

请让我靠近你轻轻对你说
别让我每个夜为你受折磨
是多么不容易才默默放手
为了我就当作这次为了我
别让我因为你被回忆折磨
而空气凝结了我们的脸孔
我别无选择

就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃
虽然我愿意
就算我们之间有什么难题
黑夜我还想着你
心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意
(心还想着你)

再让我靠近你轻轻对你说
当我说我要你从此好好过
是真的否则我怎么肯放手
为了我就当作这次为了我
赐给我你现在幸福的笑容
别让恨冻结了我们的脸孔
请你做选择


Friday, May 09, 2008



IT'S FRIDAY MAN!!
LMS is boring!!.. I am blogging la. Yeaaa.. see below. LOL
Den went to Alumni Resturant with my LMS grp.
They are good and fun ppl!!.. Took some pics. But not with me. LOL
Den off we go to lib to do our project.
We treat that area like our HOME man. LOL i think is at 3rd floor where is exhibiton of some whatever-man thingy.
Cos it really comfortable there. *winks*

Den went to CWP to meet CS.
and he GAN GAN late for half an hour!!..
He say he WENT BACK TO HIS HOSTEL TO KEEP HIS CLOTHES!..
WTH..
And his lousy lousy lousy handphone canot receive message and calls. *faint*
I gonna KICK his butt if there is next time ( which is not much possibility).
went partyworld.. okay i admit it is kinda weird to be there cos afterall we never see each other for like AGESSSS.. but okay la. We get quite okay after awhile.

Den meet my family for dinner.
Gonna watch COMA again later. WEEWEE~~

> looking back. All these is really memories.
The time when we are childish and young. ( even thou is it only 3 years younger, it make a diff)
Yeah.. it think that's one of the PART i remember for my 4 years in evg.
It is weird on how we get to know each other and how we contact each other.
But ya.. i know another great friend that at least last for 4 years and still counting.
And yeah, u are a great friend.



//
Tagged by tiantian. ** I AM INTHE MIDDLE OF LESSON!!!.. LOL

1)At what age do you wish to marry?
when i will.. i will.. LOL


2)What you want the most now?
Everything i want.


3)Who is the person you trust the most?
Myself, and me


4)Do you think you have enough confidence?
Depends on what. LOL


5)If you have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Rich Rich Rich. $.$


6)Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Yupp! of course!


7)What is your goal for this year?
get not-too-bad result and change timetable =x

*8)Favourite word now?
LALA~~

9)if you're allowed to change a thing, just 1 thing in your life, what would it be?
I love my life. maybe rich rich again. LOL

10)What feeling do you love the most?
When ppl remember me.


11)What do you most fear?
Exam report slip. LOL

12)What feeling do you hate the most?
Kena look down.


13)Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
YES OF COURSE! I love love love love all my friends i get to know. THEY ARE DE BESTTT!!.

14)Do you believe in love at first sight?
Not really


15)What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Being successful. In everything. And STAY HAPPY/


16)Who do you hope to be always there for you?
Other than him it's my ye-ye...

17) Who are your best friends?
Dear wanting. Ivy.

18)Who cares for you the most?
Hmmm...


19)Which date you like the most?
Nothing. LOL


20) How are you feeling right now?
Damn boring.. LESSON IS BORING!!..

Instructions: Remove 1 question from above,and add in your personal question,make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list,list them out at the end of this post.Notify them in their chatbox that he/she has been tagged.Whoever does the tag will have a blessing from all.

ANYONE.

** lesson gan gan hao finish man!!. LOL. BYE


Thursday, May 08, 2008

//

I dunno why this stupid blogger is giving me problems!..
I cant post multiple posts in a day. LOUSYYY..
Oya.. went to sch with Dear, MIS.
Yupp, FMM tutorial was fine~
Cos i am grouped with a grp of not-bad ppl. yeah.
Emo kia and M.I.S.H went for lunch @ SIM. First time there. NOT BAD.
Sure better den canteen 2. LOL.
Went library after that. I am simply.. rotting there.

ITB is so damn boring. I completely turn off after like 2qns?..
Den off to blk 56 to find MIS.
They anyhow wandered to lala place.
And while waiting for them, my aunt called, when i am talking to my aunt, i saw Mr Kiasu, when i want to talk to Mr kiasu, MIS came, den i go and talk to them, and when i turned back, MR KIASU IS GONE. LOL.

Anyway, congrate ar.. RECEIVE PRIZE SIA~~ >.<

Den ya.. de 4 noisy girl board onto 170 and head home. LOL.
We are NOISYYYY..
And we HATE BIMBOSS!!..

below is for ranting, u may skip it.
> i dunno, but i am not those who will try to squeeze my head off just to be in a BIG grp.
And i know i will never able to. Those lala.. is really.....
I got nothing to say but only to count myself unlucky to be ended in this unclickable class.
Ah min get abit upset, Jesslyn is frustrated, it appeared that emo kia and i is quite okay with it.
So tell me, what can i regret now?..
I went JC and know a GRP of great frens.
And now i am able to study what i really want even though the lala is really lala but i know a bunch of fun, great, clickable and are able to share ALMOST de same character - lamer friends.

life goes on.
even when i am lala to them,
and to me, they are just lala who i get to see.



















Tiredddd!!..
SCC end so late!!.. and i reach home abt 11pm.
There are AH NEH here AH NEH there AH NEH everywhere on 170 bus!! >.<

Xtra Emo Kia behind.

JOJO!!!.. ^^

SUPER 4!!!








LOL!.. see that LAOREN!!
Suppose to be F4 pose. But AiLin keep asking us to lower our hands and TADAA.. Become LIKE THAT!!
WHERE ARE U LOOKIN LAOREN??!!
That is ceiling!!.. LOL.. ( look @ laoren's FINGER)
A very weird pose.
Finish lesson at 4pm.
Den went to library to slack ALONE.
Borrowed 2 cd, den settled down @ the CD player area.
Read thru some notes and MAYDAY album till 6pm.
OFF TO SCC!!.. hehex

Know some new friends in SCC oso. ^^
Well, go teevee and NIGHTS!
//
I dunno why this stupid blogger is giving me problems!..
I cant post multiple posts in a day. LOUSYYY..
Oya.. went to sch with Dear, MIS.
Yupp, FMM tutorial was fine~
Cos i am grouped with a grp of not-bad ppl. yeah.
Emo kia and M.I.S.H went for lunch @ SIM. First time there. NOT BAD.
Sure better den canteen 2. LOL.
Went library after that. I am simply.. rotting relaxing there.


Tuesday, May 06, 2008

Met Dear WanTing at interchange.
Den go for lessonnnn..
ITB is sianz.. lotsa of thing to do.
And there is a PBL project i need to research. ARGHHH..

Den ITR lecture.
Mass Chat with MIS.
Lousy Miss I canot multitask.
Leg-Numb Miss M is damn lame.
Superb Miss S replies is damn cool. LOL.

After school went to lib to print notes.
RAHH..
MY STUPID PRINTER!!






In sch's library now!!..
The ITB lecturer go thru the notes so damn FAST!!..
And we are dismiss aat abt 230pm when it suppose to end at 3pm week!..

I seriously feel so damn guity when i am not writing notes and was playing my comp away.
But.. i will play arounf with my comp the moment i on it. SHIT..
Soooo..
De very guaix Miss H aka HS come to the lib and prepare to print those ACCUMULATED notes since last week.
And also, free charging. ^^. LOL.

TADAAA..
Shall update later when i reach home.


Monday, May 05, 2008

TADAAAA..
I am slacking man!..
Oh my god. I feel so damn guilty now.
HOW CAN I?!?!?!..

Guess that's the reward for chionging tutorial during my SWEETEST weekend.
But the opportunity cost of me doing that is.. i HAVENT STUDY MY LETURE NOTES >.<
Going for CO and guitar concert this saturday.
My Er Hu Bang will be UP THERE LA-ING ERHU!!..
WoOOhOoo. LOL.

Oh well, laoren emo kia and me kinda of TRYING to discuss and fix a time so that we can go to kbox or whatsoever thingy de.
But apparently, that is not easy or rather.. it is hard. -.-

omgoshh.. does it mean~~
NO PARTYWORLD FOR ME THIS WEEK?
*faints*



I waited for 170 for more then half an hour this morning!!..
LOUSYYYY BUSSSS..
I was rushing for time nor. Cos i have to print my LMS thingy.
But LUCKY i saw KJ aka laoren at atrium den she pei me go lib and TEACH me how to print thingy from there.
YAYA~~ I'm a noob. LOL

ITR simply sucks, lucky we are de last group. =D
Den we went to OurSpace@72 during our break. ^^

AH TING AKA EMO KIA
AH MIN!!

Jess

This crazy emo kia become ACTIVE after lunch and was dancing & singing in the room before other TR22 ppl came in. LOL

I LOVE THE~

CHAIRR!!..

The chair is sooo cute and comfortable. See how that AH MIN enjoy de chair. LOL


> They are the one who make my days in poly fun and full of laughter.
Cause our frequency 100% matched. ^^
Of cos~ MISH and laoren oso. BUT!!..I dun have much time with MISH nor. SO SADDDD. =C


Sunday, May 04, 2008

I am so damn pissed by my printer.
It can't seem to detect the ink cartiage.

And i am damn PISSED that i feel like throwin it onto de floor.


i actually feel like crying.. i dunno why. Maybe just becos feeling helpless.
But of cos. I DINT!!.. lol

And STOP sms me to ask me to go out in the middle of the night.
U crazy bum. SHOOOOOOOO


//

I give up. i shall just print the LMS thingy in school tml.
Seriously. It sucks.
I think there are some problem.
f**king lousy.

I just flared up to EVERYONE in my house who come bother me while i am trying ways to fix the printer.
I'm Sorry. But they are clever to choose going to sleep instead of continue asking me abt the printer.

//

I feel alit sick man.
Feel like vomiting just now. Can feel the hydrochloric acid at my throat. -.-
My two sisters keep falling sick. When one recovered, another will sick.
Within 4 months, they both fall sick TWICE alr.
Oh man. I dun wan to be sick for even once.

I finished my ITR BMGT MAEC tut.
Left 2 qns for FMM this week. Phewww~
I have been rushing like hell for last week cos i do everything very last min.

shall sleep early today.

> Mother's day coming.
I think i shall get something for my mum and my aunt.
Yeah.. they never ask for anything,
but just something to.. well.. ya.
LOL





池塘边的榕树上
知了在声声的叫着夏天
操场边的秋千上
只有那蝴蝶停在上面
黑板上老师的粉笔
还在拼命叽叽喳喳写个不停
等待着下课
等待着放学
等待游戏的童年

福利社里面什么都有
就是那口袋里没有半毛钱
诸葛四郎和魔鬼党
到底是谁抢到那支宝剑
隔壁班上的那个女孩
怎么还没经过我的窗前
嘴里的零食
手里的漫画
心里初恋的童年

总是要等到睡觉前
才知道功课只做了一点点
总是要等到考试以后
才知道该念的书都没有念
一寸光阴一寸金
老师说过寸金难买那寸光阴
一天又一天 一年又一年
迷迷糊糊的童年
没有人知道为什么
太阳总下到了山的那一边
没有人能够告诉我
山里面有没有住着神仙
多少的日子里总是
一个人他面对着天空发呆
就这么好奇
就这么幻想
这么孤单的童年
哦~~一天又一天 一年又一年
盼望长大的童年
哦~~一天又一天 一年又一年
盼望长大的童年

My cousin keep humming this song.

I MISS MY PRI SCH LIFE. heex




I am here to COMPLAIN COMPLAIN COMPLAIN!!..
OMG!!..
ITS SUNDAYYYY..
I am so damn pathetic.
Another week went by again..

and it is WEEK 4 already..
come come ask me what i learn for the past 3 weeks.
=SS

fine fine.
I am a busy aka no life student.



I AM BORED~~
And i am so damn sian-ed that i don't like doing my tutorials.
Maybe that will be for tomolo.

EMO.EMO.EMO.EMO
I am abit like Ah Min and Ah Ting.
hahas.

I am MISSING something damn lots.
The more i look at my classmates, the more i miss my 133 CLIQUE la.
Yeah, they may not miss me but i am. HAHS.
But melissa and Sharon did miss me. *winks* =ppp

I guess even when u give me 2 more months, it not gonna to change anything GREATLY.
i am sooo nice and so easygoing nor!!..
De only thing i look for when making frenz is simply that simple. CLICK.
I couldnt find that FACTOR.
ARGHHHHHHHH..
i am still adapting to it.

Studies wise. I am quite okay alr.
tutorials and lecture. i am fine.
But well.. ya.

I miss this song once again.
I think i post it here alot of time already,
but.. i love this song. HAHAS



Saturday, May 03, 2008

Saturdayyyyyy.
And nothing happen lahs. SO SIANZ.

Stayed home whole day and went dinner with family at causeway point.
I think i saw Avengers SB and SC. Hmm.. nvm.

I am sooo damn forgetful.
My main thing to go cwp is to BUY PRINTER INK..
But in end, I FORGOTTTTTT!!..
Gonna go back tml. ARHHHHH..

Oya. I got a very very very WEIRD dream yesterday. =.=
Anyway..
SERIOUSLY..
I miss Partyworld so badly that i think i WANT to go there next week.
Hmmm.. someone say want to go with me de.
But haiya.. we alway say wanna meet for like COUNTLESS time and we never really do it.
So yupp.. shall see how. Oh ya. The worst thing is like, we only stay in touch through MSN. duhhhhh. nvm. LOL



Just flipped through my ITR tutorial.
And i am soooooo sure that Ah Min and me will complain like siao when we meet online, just like last week.
I REALLY HATE ITR TUTORIAL!!..
It is like.. i dunno.. alot of stuff have to FIND ourselves.
And i seriously think that some websites is not very user friendly.. cos i have difficulties finding the information i need. sighhh..

I simply rot my day away today.
I watch tv, walk ard at home like some dunno-wat-to-do-crazy-people, sit infront of my lappie chatting with my friends and surfing the net. The only productive thing i done is doing my BMGT tutorial. And reading through the BMGT notes and FMM notes.
But the main thing is.. I dun understand. ARGHHHHHH..

Watch COMA just now. Dark hospital and some shocking scene behind.And ya, it end like that again. Mr Dante missed out the shioking part.
Anyway.. kinda of shock that he watch horror show.
Cos i can still remember how he ask me to change my display pic cos.. i go put THE MAID poster up. and he get so freak up.HAHAS.

Currently, i declared my brain as dead and refuse to add oil to my brain. LOL.
Kinda of i pei Mr Kiasu, den Mr Kiasu pei me like that.LOL.
But obviously we are doing different thing on our side and will complain abit after a few minutes. LOL.


Friday, May 02, 2008

I GOT ITCHY HAND!!..
I can't stop blogging. Even though i really got nothing to blog abt. LOL.
I just want to type type and type.

Slacked at home for the whole day.
And time just FLIESSSSS off like that.

Miss I aka Act cute commented that : week by week just past like that.

YeahYeah.
No life = My life.
School life = no life.
no life= stay home

therefore, school life= my life= no life.

Me = poor
Go out= spent money= poor
TRM student ( like me) = kena cheat money by xtra coures= poor

Therefore in conclusion, Me = poor student= poor = nv go out = stay home = no life.

OKAY. CRAPPY ME GO TEEVEE



WONDERFUL!!
Overslept again today..
I got no idea why i couldnt wake up on time every friday.
Since i will be damn damn damn late. and in NP, damn late mean absent.
So ya, here i am. Decided not to show my face in school today. LOL.

Anyone want to give me morning call every friday?..
I will love u alot. LOL.



My sis asked why i am alway the one who say hi to people in msn.
Yeah, that's truth.
Cause i believe in staying contact. That's all.

If i ever give up using MSN.
It mean there are something very wrong with me. LOL.
So peoples, TALK TO ME!!..
Cos a idiot here treat chatting as a very important thing.
And i really mean it.

I know it is kinda of weird.. or it is not?
But haiya, every single sms greeting from friends make my day. =DD

Okay, enough of all these. LOL.
Tml lesson from 10 to 12pm.
Mr kiasu is going to say : SOOOO ENVYYYYY.. if i manage to catch him online tml. LOL.
LMS is boring. -.-

And MISS H here is sleepy le!!..
Gonna slp soon. BYEBYE.


Thursday, May 01, 2008

You know what?
You really know what?
IT's HOLIDAY~!!!!!!..

And finally i get the chance to change that very GREENISH blogskin.
Going to update myself with NEW SONGS!.. LOL.

Suddenly,
I MISS PARTYWORLD.
Ogosh. feel like SINGING after SCC performance yesterday.

My ITB textbook is beside me.
I think it start to grumble that i haven touch it for like a whole week.
The word ITB just stuck into my mind throughout the week but haiya, i still haven touch it.

Kena woke up by my mum this morning at 9am!..
PLEASE nor!!. it's HOLIDAY!!..
Dun she know it is cruel to wake up a long-time-never-sleep-until-song aka everyday-sleep-late-wake-early the MEEEE?..

Now is only 2pm.
But i feel as if it is evening la.
Cos i wake up damn early.

> Ah min say SHE LOVES ME!!..but too bad. I DUN LOVE YOU. =DDD

* great minds think alike.*winks*


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